countdown was, fuck nothing good at all. sorry you both for shouting, i just felt totally fucked up at that point of time. anw, saw dd & her friend after the fireworks & stuff & i broke down for God knows what reason. school's starting & soon it'll be after o's already..

my dad just psycho-ed me like crazy on the way to tampines mall today & i almost died. he was ranting about my mum & like wth i totally switched off.

anw, new phone came along (: thats the only thing i'm (: about today.



this would be the last time,
i'd cry for you again.