spending all my nights
doing anything just to get you off my mind
But when the morning comes,
& i'm back where i started again.
trying to forget you is just a waste of time.

happy birthday celine (: though you won't see this cause you're in japan, in anyway you're 15 already! come back soon ):

& happy birthday novelynteoh, icy cold sane cow :D enjoy your day & i hope it'll be a blast (:

supposed to attend 1045 mass this morning but chuyin couldn't wake up, so went over to sumay's place first. & i realised her very funny maid's not working there anymore ): i swear her maid's a damn happy go lucky person cause she's happy almost everytime i see her & its kinda very often i go over to sumay's place, so yeah. anw, cabbed to jln jurong kechil for prata breakfast :D then bused to church & sumay is like busy looking out for cute babies the whole time :/ headed to island creamery just to get a drink, haha. then home (:

training tomorrow then prob out with icy cold to celebrate her birthday, haha. i want the topman jacket & i'm gonna get it :D


all day long wearing a mask of false bravado,
trying to keep up a smile that hides a tear.
But as the Sun goes down i get that empty feeling again,
how i wish to God that you were here.