i'm already fucking tired even before anything gets a hold. i dread coming online cause i know i'd see things i don't wish to see. whatthefuck is wrong with me, i can't get what i want. since last year, i never gotten what i yearn for Even till i got over & Now.


town with chuyin the whole day with Lover & madcow too (: i know rachel will never see this but i'm really sorry. anw, met Barbie somewhere then left around 5 to airport. Maxi Cab(?!) was awesome & we got high. the Driver was nice cause he sent me out after sumay's place. actually its cause its on the way out, so yeah. they were so cute cause they called & asked if i reached the Bus Stop afraid he might send me somewhere else :D i've missed you Ngsumay.