well, sorry about everything. people have different perceptions of things, that i guess both you & I can't escape it. I'm sorry most of those people dislikes me so much so you have to make choices that you hate to. I just think its only normal for us to be spending time together? see, different views again. its getting somewhere at first, now i guess its back at one. we've come to a crossroad, decisions got to be made no matter what but i only see us running away. I'm tired, I definitely am & so are you. oh well, i don't wanna think already gonna sleep now. bye/