Baby girl.

My day was better after I left my house. was studying at home then left to meet Claud in town. got my blouse for grad day, haha Claud, no mouth action only okay! back to Cine, she pierced her ears. omg she was damn scared hahaha! arcade then went for usual long walks along the streets in town, like what else can we do haha no life, yeah. back to Cine & saw her classmates. Mark's good looking, wahaha. chatted for a while outside Cheers then gf came (: Gerri came after a while, like princess lah take so long, haha. basically did nothing then went outside LJS to sit & talk haha! gf & I left to heeren & we talked alot, like about everything. Love you, gf!

sometimes people tend to take a certain someone for granted. or rather, put it in a bad manner, use her. it just makes me confused, what are friends for? are they just there for you to use them when you have nothing left, talk to them as & when you like it, treats them good ONLY when you're in a good mood, contact them ONLY when you feel alone? I guess that wasn't what I use to think of it as it is. once was enough, twice just made me feel sick. I'm just hoping you'd change, but not expecting much difference in you though. someday you'll think back & realise how your attitude totally irks people & how everyone who Was close to you is slowly distancing themselves from you. you may think everyone's being unreasonable each time we feel irritated but have you ever questioned yourself what kinda attitude you're showing each time things don't go your way. I was there for you whenever things get complicated at your side, but I guess I don't really matter after you get things back on track again, am I wrong to say this? & there's this other person who's not exactly very different from you, shall not delve into it much. just so you know, I'm not the only one who's feeling this way. whether you know this is for you or not, I just hope that that particular someone's senses will come round one fine day. life doesn't only revolve round your own personal world or rather your "love world", friends are Equally important, at least to me. I'm not speaking bad about you or whatever you may think here, just saying how I'm seeing things as it is & how everyone's been feeling about you too. think about it, you.

gf, its great at least I know how you're feeling & stuff. its good being straightforward sometimes haha. I'm glad things between us didn't really change after all, I miss watching every single horror movie with you & all the craps we do ): lets hope things will never change, cause you're one I'll never let go. love you much, bestest girlfriend (: