not losing but giving up,

caught Suster Ngesot with Joyceh Pris & Lei today (: check out how Pris & I talked during the show covering our ears at the same time haha. there's a small boy who watched the whole fucking movie & didn't scream tell me about it, haha. okay anyway, I'm gonna study tonight & Wed! yay airport haha. pictures up!


I love my mummy (:


not forgetting Laura, definitely.


can make it bimbos, hahaha

Saturday night,










GIRLFRIEND!


SUMAYYYY!


still strong,


mum: please get something you'll wear one hor don't only buy for one occasion
me: yeah pants lah then what
mum: buy a skirt lah you have wedding dinner to attend too.
like -.- I don't wear skirts occasionally please. anw I was asking her to shop for white pants with me & she totally screeeeeeeamed at me plus the father, like biased people I can't stand.
& after 23 mins :
mum: I'm not scolding you but just nervous for you. must understand.
is everyone's mother like this too? its annoying. like why not save your breath & not screeeeam in the first place, HURR! nervous doesn't have to result in raising your voice. okay I'm just being cranky. but looking at the first picture up there I can't help but LAUGH haha! :D

still, nothing's done about everything no point apologising knowing you won't do anything about this. maybe you could tell me how you're feeling maybe I'd know what to do instead. I'm seeing my efforts not appreciated I'm seeing myself only falling apart. how I wish my eyes were playing tricks then. goodnight have fun. I'm no exception I'm just ordinary to you like any others.

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life, to find a better day.
sometimes some people get me wrong, when its something I've said or done.
sometimes you feel there is no fun, thats why you turn & run.
But now I truly realise, some people don't want to compromise.
well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say ...