Queen of my heart,

the things you said kept me going while I was away, & I Miss You was on repeat. if only I knew, I wouldn't allow myself to. & if only I didn't have to hear whatever you said to me, it just picked me up from where I fell. Yes, I remember.

& now, I guess I'll put everything aside. I just wish for things to be like how it was for this family.

I'm back to working at Swirl at night from tomorrow onwards, they're rude & I don't really like them but who cares.
House warming at Sumay's last Saturday was fun. I left around 5 to St Mary's then to Blessed for mass. back to Sumay's after that. many others came & I was glad to see Celine & Vinee because they kinda MIA-ed from me, haha. & as usual, Csh was fantasizing herself being in Bangla :D
Went Vivo to shop with my parents today. once in a blue moon thing. got my blouse from Zara & polo shirts, (: went to check out prices to Genting after in the evening. & I'm definitely more than happy just to spend time with them.

I don't wanna feel the way that I do,
I just wanna be right here with you.
I don't wanna see, see us apart
I just wanna say it straight from my heart
I miss you,