This is gonna be a major rant post. I can feel my love handles growing on me afterr all the eat sleep routines I had the past 2 days & my tummy's reaaalllyyy bloatedd & hardd. This is reaallyy worrying causee I hate to feel troubled over putting on weight cause yknww losing weight is neverr easy. I can say this is not paranoia cause its reaallyyy NOT. Shit wtf have I done to myselff. I wish I ate on time I wish I never skipped meals I wish my immune system is stronger that I wouldn't have to fall sick twice in a month?! Daaamn the putting on weight shit.

Kay whateverr. I need to run.