don't play with fire

flash back memories ;


school was kinda alright just that twin was being emo the whole time. cheer up, yeah. (: failed geog, damn it okay. anw, almost the whole e geog did. all that frog lah, keep scratching her armpit. gross shit.

trng was alright too. just that, got told off my speed decreased. why? cos i'm letting some other things affect me. twin's right, shldn't be letting unnecessary stuffs affect me in any damn way. rachelanne made my day during trng lah, though she's being annoying as usual. :D her laughter KILLS! ugh, haha.

syf tmr, & i'm kinda not feeling well. freezing on the way home man. heh.


i'm sick of wanting to know your whereabouts ; i'm sick of knowing stuffs that aren't that pleasant to my ears ; i'm sick of being pushed around like some fucked up toy ; i'm sick of breaking down whenever i think of you ; so sick of everything. i can't feel,no more. i can't be bothered with any damn thing in the world other than those that deserves. the first step taken, was the biggest regret ever. because of you, i find it hard to trust anymore & learnt to play on the safe side. & not wanting to be taking for granted of, i'm shutting myself out & i'm gonna close my heart till i've found someone who deserves it again.


not to meddle with fire ;
haven't you played enough?