its because you didn't even bother,


had the race today, & i screwed it all up ): though he said it was fine, i still doubt it lah. the relay was fantastic! :D feeling happy for them instead, haha. everything's kinda screwed up for me lah, i hate it & i don't feel the urge to do anything anymore ):

as i watch my world crashing down on me & how my heart is breaking,
i know this is over.


funny how i thought i walked on through
with my heart in one.
how i tried to get you out of my mind
but you returned, all the time
i believed i could let you go
like the fool i always am.

why do i still cry for you
dying to get closer to you everyday
& why do i still fear to face
the ghost of you.