maybe, someday you'll then realise how much i love you ;

i hate crowded places ): & i've been to it for three whole awesome times just to watch the fireworks, ugh!

met gerri in town around 1 plus, & i'm sorry for being late! ): hongkong cafe to eat, then to flea market, haha. i bet she's a horse in her past life, cos she walks super fast even when in heels & when her toe's pain :/ claudia joined us & back to the stupid market again, whalao can die of heat stroke or something, haha. taka to get food then paragon to meet juli. sat at coffee club then bus to meridien for pool! :D first time i'm playing pool without ngsumay the big pig, hahaha. didn't really got the mood actually, was daaamn tired ): played a few rounds & we took almost 30mins for a round :/ haha. geraldine lim loves to cheat by moving the ball thats blocking her way! :D left around 6 plus & waited for lyanne to come. took a bus to marina to meet the rest, gerri jo physillia claud juli lyanne wanru rachel xinyi sumay & i watched fireworks together! haha. chuyin were with us at first, but she left to meet someone else, idiot! after that, split up ): went different ways & i don't know how to say it. haha! wanru jo sumay bel kelly & i ate at kelly's hse downstairs & the food there's quite nice haha. cabbed home with sumay & jo after that (:

haven't been studying the whole damn day today & i actually brought the joyluckclub book out for nothing :/ oh, & i happen to read 2 person's blog. one, damn emo kind. the other, damn happy go lucky. whalao, make me feel damn confused kinda feeling. like, when you read the emo person's blog, you'll think of those stuffs that makes you sad, then when you read the other's blog, you'll feel like life's supposed to be lived happily. damn it, stupid ass. i'm being so random!

weiling sent me so many lit notes & i printed out almost 30 pages i suppose! haha. read till i go blind or till my mind go blank :/

priscilla is small pig, sumay is big pig & i'm medium pig! :D so predictable lah, who else can be big pig other than sumay?! whole life eat & sleep, BEST! haha. okay, she's so gonna kill me.

where is she, where is she
where is this beautiful girl?