i'm not who i used to be


when i hear your voice, i start to tremble. i can't keep up with the pace, you seem so far away.
i don't know what you're thinking anymore, i want things back like how it used to be but i doubt it. now, as i sit at the corner & reminisce of the past, i teared knowing that they'll only remain as memories & will never happen again. i'm sorry to have brought you nothing but stress in the past & i shldn't have fallen so deeply in the first place. you're not to blame except myself, as i slowly take my leave knowing you're happy now.

what can i do to make you mine, fallen so hard so fast this time.
what did i say, what did you do. everything's changed, we never knew
how did i fall in love with You.

sometimes i just felt i could give up,
i can't help but break down & cry

i'm too used to your ignorance, such that i'm starting to feel numb.