that's it, we've lost it all

just read someone's blog, & it just made me feel like everything's over & done with. been thinking over & over again, i wish i could have an answer to it but even if i set my mind to do it, i know deep inside i'll not have the courage to.

when everything's meant to be broken,
i just want you to know who i am.

slacked at home ytd, & was watching my girl & i halfway! ugh ):

monster, i guess everything's just daaamn complicated now. sorry for having things turn out this way, thats all i can say. cos i know if i said any more, it'll be worse for you.


& why is it that everyone knows how much you mean to me, but not you.