You said to tell you everything but have you actually thought about it that if I spoke, things would turn out terrible. I'm not saying anything doesn't mean I'm fine, I'm not. Yes, each time you're out with . I'll feel worse but I'm learning not to restrict that much cause it doesn't do any good. go ahead, I won't say no more I'm tired & I know you are too. these tears, hatred & anger seems inevitable every night don't blame me I'm sorry. lets just pray tomorrow's a better day, I hope.


I wish we all could win.