i know i hurt you many times before.
i know my mistakes.
i know them.
give me another chance to repent.
will you?
keep to that promise.
will you?

im sorry.

told my parent bout maths.
doubt i can go anywhere during the hols
lord help me please.
everything's not going my way.
going hay-wire.

we belong together.
11/23

haha.
played hand slapping game today.
free period the whole day la.
except for art.
hand was damn red please.
kelly's hand-internal bleeding.
sophia to blame.hahaha.
played freezeandmelt.
pushed tables all over.
tables fell like dominos please.haha.
ms sim warned us not to play.
heck and continued.hahaha.
its just pure fun la.

went bugis after tt.
wanru is loaded please.
bank book is in use(:
walked ard.
went town.shop for clothes.
us,broke.bestie,rich.
took besties neos(:
LuRbieZzXxZ it manZzX!hahaha:D
lIaNZzX language hOrZzxX. haha!
met her.(:
played handslapping game at taka.
wanru was in pain.haha!
my hand had internalbleeding as well.ha!
okay.

things just happen so fast.
i couldnt believe that was the past.
everything changed.she as well.
i cant forget the times we had together.
its just pure fun.
all of the memories so close to me
just fade away.
now that i have you.everything's different.
you just changed my way of thinking.
things arent that complicated anw.
iloveyou.im sorry for everything.
the times i hurt you.im sorry.

hmmm.
its over!
failed 2 subjs.
both 49/100.how saddening.
didnt go for trng today.
felt nauseous after skul.
didnt fail 3!thank god please(:
prayed damn hard before each paper.heh(:

kino to collect wan's shoebag.
pass it to her den went hme.
mother is being nice today.
told her wrist damn pain she look at it for like 5 mins?!
haha.
dont know if could go for chalet.
haiya.pray hard again((:

its not that im trying to find fault with you please.
just asking.ASKING!
when you have a question.just ans.
den everything settled rite.
im seriously not makinguse of you.
wanted you to join us.
you cannot.so be it la.
its my fault not asking you first la.

skul was so slack!
so fun alrights.
did nth for 2 whole hours.
checked marks.
den watched some stupid movie.
talking as usual.not that loud la.(:
haha.dismissal.whoo.

must they have postexams activities?
cant we have freetime?heh.

shall watch some vcds?
heh.bye.

!! guess wad?
i saw the guy i liked during pri skul.
he's like so handsome please.
heh.just tink he's so bloody fit lah.
not meaning anything.haha.

anw.
went sentosa today!
so fun okay.
wanru's hse first.
ate den sentosa.(:
cab driver was fucking asshead lah he.
bike first den vinee came.
went sun tanning!
only the hands a bit red.
assholic sun.cant even tan me.
bathed at resort there.
smart bestie huh.
went town.met her.(:
walk walk walk.
she's a shithead i tell you.
do stupid things one lorh.
tskk tskk.
look here> treasure yourself PLEASE!
haha.

tmr got skul.
results lah.
i so gonna cry like shit before i take any paper.
im so prepared to see 50 and below.
haiya.
cant be helped also.
sumay is born genius!jealous please.

chalet on sun.
god bless me i can go.
haix.

bye.zai jian!((:

tuition was fun(:
esp sci lesson.heh.
left maths early.as usual.
went earpiercing.
i was scared please.
held wanru's hand so tightly!heh.
she's braver.haha.

came home.
decided to walk to og to buy clothes.
billabong to giordano to converse.
couldnt decide wad to buy.
settled on polo tee and jeans.
damn tired.heh.
imagine myself shopping.
haha.okay.

bye.

should i go for tuition?
should i not?
i dont know.
if my mother ever finds out.
im dead.
-

thurs.
maths paper.was difficult.
many say its easy.
mayb its cos im stupid?
heh.after paper went town a while.
saw korkor,krystal and zhixian.
many ppl as well la.
oh ya.saw sam chua liao liao.heh(:
den went sunman's hse after tt.
supposed to watch
shall we dance and phantom.
wanru's the only one watching.
we were taking pics!pic day!(: 190505
i took videos.phsyco maniac huh.heh(:
celine was mad.
as usual.
went swimming at night.
played with the hugenormous float board.
wasnt feeling well at tt time.heh.
went hme ard 9 plus?
haha! pure fun la.(((:

fri.
r&r paper.total shit please.
den checking of mt and eng paper.
failed eng.my way of counting is 49.5
ms loke's way is 48.5
so i dont know!i hope i can get at least 50?
haix.
3 subjs and cant take part.
now is already 1.
1 more to go.maths?d&t?sci?hist?lit?
i dont know!
art?guess so.
maths is confirm.
d&t confirm of the confirm.
haix.i want to get to a good class la.
pray hard everyday.((:
had trng.
did some dont know wad workout.
heh.its like. -
went sentosa after tt.
walked ard the beach.made sandballs?
wished den throw.saw a very bright star.
celine and me wished upon it(:
decided to walk on the bridge to the other side.
at first i saw two guys walking.
den when we abt to reach wanru say there's noone.
den i said i saw two guys.
i dont know who the hell screamed 'ghost'
its NOT me okay!den i screamed and pushed everyone.haha!
its damn freaky but fun.heh.
walked somemore den went off.
two days i went hme late. that's bad.

210505
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE KEREO!(((:
sorry cant go out today. sorry!

imsorry.icantmakethingsperfect.

Yesterday..
had d&t paper.
its totally sucking please.
if i dont fail i chop off my head la.
hah hah hah.
went out after tt.
didnt really settled some probs.
quite irritated by it lah.
ate at seoul garden(:
its bloody nice.heh.
hadta borrow - frm kelly.sorry kelly!

today..
went clippers with wan,celine and vinee.
vinee was being darn paranoid lah.heh.
relax!you look nice(:
den walked ard.
dont know why.like everyone's so tired.
nth to talk abt.
today was damn tired.
actually wanted to go sentosa but raining.
plus sunman haven wake up.
foreva one leh.heh.
did some maths worksht with ms sim and korkor.
was irritated by ms sim lah.
dont want let me go off can.haha.
den ya.went hme at like 2.16?!
heh.

things wont be the same again.
all of the memories just fade away.

oh!
dont get sick of life ppl!
life is full of meanings!
must learn how to treasure life.
dont always think the opp.
ha.

that's like madness.
'dont practise wad you preech'
izzit spelt correctly?
i dont know.heh.
anw.
today's sci was okay okay lah.
dont know whether can pass anot.
hope so!((:

watched 'shutter' and 'new york minute'
shutter is -.
'new york minute' is !!!!!
twins are cool!i <3(:
den homed.

tmr is d&t.
shit head toilet bowl(:(:(:(:(:
i dont like.but cant bcos of it den fail 1 subj right?
RIGHT!

trng on fri.
chaos going zoo!
wad rubbish.sunman la.
nvm.dont know leh.
shld be trng hor?
ya.heh.and thurs!
im looking forward.
shop shop shop till your panties drop drop drop!(((:
haha.not really shop la.
cos i wont buy until i walk the same place for million times right wanru?
RIGHT!yes.

ok.
bye.

'guess who'-ed ytd.
quite boring at some parts.
but its damn racist.
as in the father.heh.

maths.
that question is super easy.
careless mistake. 3 markss!
wasted please.

had music test.
ms goh scolded me for not ansring all the questions.
its like.i dont know wad.wad can she do?
anw.no more music next term.
dance.hope we enjoy it.haha!

and lets celebrate!
NO MORE D&T NEXT WHOLE TERM!
its home econs!wheeeeee!
its like poor dimple partner.hahaha.
i dont understand wad d&t is abt.haha.
bleah.

celine,sumay and wanru watching phantom of the opera!!!!!
i want as well!but oh well.exams wad right.
somemore tmr going shopping wif my mother.
not to town.not anywhr.
dont know whr she going to buy clothes for me.
heh.hope she keeps to her promises.
blah blah.

i just knew sth ytd!
i wished i didnt know it at all.

i wish i could go back to the past.
its totally impossible.

wooooo.
im bored please.
i want to go out.but no $.
that's bad.ya.

hmm.
there's nth to do at home.
other than the books.
com is nth better as well.
okay
dont wish to blog anymore.
i want to sleep
bye ppl(:

Happy birthday JiaRui!(evil nut) ((:

hmm.
im so gonna buy a cushion okay!
so difficult to slp after my papers.
chi i tried to slp.den my head pain.
heh.(:
im scared for my subjs okay.
chenlanqing say she gonna deduct marks for my chi paper?!
cos i neva hand in fa xie.
wth shit okay!
asshole lah.

i love that wu gui!
i want it okay!its so damn cute!
ha.(:i want that size one.
not even 1mm bigger.ha!(:
i need to buy kinder bueno soon.
valeryLeeeeeeee lahhhhh.((:
that's how she spell her own bestie's name.haha!
okay.
i dont think this post can be long.
yup.haha.sorry!):

hmmm.
went for history lessons today.
whole class bloody hell got scolded by ms vino ok!
she ask my fren to shut up!she's teaching me okay!
she's like "can the three of your just SHUT UP!"
den she scold the whole class.
and say your can leave NOW!
GET OUT OF MY CLASSROOM!
haha!all of us shut up lah.
heh.some black face and so.yup.expected lah.
went for spca talk.
they managed to heal a severely abused cat to a fat and plump one!
so cute okay!and dey took pics of it kissing another cat!
so romantic okay!
everymorning kiss one time.haha.so cute!(((:
NEVER ABUSE ANIMALS PLEASE!haha.
im like promoting for them.heh!(:

went library study.
den town!(:
walk walk walk.
kor kor scolded a salesman.ha!
damn funny okay!den wanru black face him.
celine was bad mooding as well.
den he freakingggggg scareddd!
haha!den went to eat.
buy wanru's watch!(((:
den went home.
neva go for CHINESE assholic tuition.
so gonna get it frm my mother.):
ha.yup.
long enough?i dont know.haha.
that's all lah.
i LOVE my BESTIE!(:,STEPFATHER!(:,CHAOS!(((:

yay!(:
the end.bye.

chi paper today.
its bloody fun i tell you. (:
the female sci teacher is funny like shit!
she smile at me when i was touching my dimple.
retarded can!but she's okay larh.heh.

i hope bestie and sophia is fine.(:
stayed back today.
vanessa wong likes someone i know!
i dont really know who larh.
but i will DEFINITELY find out.
hahaha.and 1D ppl are retards.
not to be mean.
but dey gossip bout us but are scared of us?
haha.stupid bunch of assholes.
blahh.

ms yew is funni.ha.
outta point.heh.
okay.nth much to blog also.
exams!i like the exam week!
much fun-ner.
haha.my left eye twitch!
better stop blogging!
byebye!

today is 05/05/05!
so funky!
haha.

confused.
i seriously dont know what to do.
only you know what happened.
didnt tell anyone bout it.
bestie knows as well.
can anyone tell me what to do?
doubt so.

im sorry to have dragged you into this.
if you know who you are.
sorry.

tmr's chi paper.
dont wish to think so much.
want to do well for it.
dont want to do badly cos of this.

i just cant do maths.
until now im still unable to do some sums.
fed up.

do you know you used to be my hero?

had tuition in the morning.
were toking bout -. :D
so fun!
didnt really listened though.

went towning.
wanted to watch infection okay.
den dont have.
wanted to watch shikoku at first.
den we backed out.so scared okay!
HAHA.
walked ard.
den off.

went home to sleeep!(:
i love.haha.
i dont bloody care as well.

the word FUCKER is nice huh. -

dreamt of sth.
i dont know if it will be true or not lah.
i dont wish to think bout it anymore.

I HATE PPL WHO CALLS PPL FUCKER ALRIGHT.

the end.