love hurts, but sometimes its a good hurt
& it feels like i'm alive.
love sings,
when it transcends the bad things.
have a heart & try me,
cause without love I won't survive.


over to sumayyy's place today & lyanne & kelly were there already (: lyanne was talking to leong online! ): watched i not stupid 2 then queenstown for pool, the place look so run-down & sumay thought it was some haunted place, haha. cabbed to town for arcade, hkc & prints! (: its been ages since we last took it lah, haha. girlfriend came then back to sumayyy's place. watched mean girls, then home with girlfriend (:


I saw you in a crowd, right at that moment I knew this is so right. I took a step closer, just to realise everything was a blur.

fucking screwed up situation.

I've loved you all along,


okay, i miss obm ): i can't get used to waking up late, been waking up super early this few days :/ anw, met gerri at holland yesterday (: had da paolo, whaaaa like after so long please, haha! walk around then met sophia & chess for town. wanru lam sihui vinee & nobel were there too! didn't do much & left early for vivo to meet claud, haha. i've became a good bus catcher :D home damn early..


I'm missing You, girl even though You're right here by my side. it hurts like fuck to hear you cry over her but after all, she's still the one you love. even if i had just a second with you, i'd be contented.

I will try & find a melody as beautiful as You
find the words to say your eyes are bluer than blue.
Fill my voice with the emotions i'm feeling for You,
& now when the beat is so strong
I'll give my heart in a song.


ten days, is a long time! course is finally over & whalao its damn tiring :/ my phone's so irritating i can't receive msges.

met wanru & sumay for dinner! finally got to eat some nice food after so long (: arcade too then lam came then home. nothing much to say about obm though, its just very tough :/ solo camp totally wasn't solo please, more like triplets camp, haha. racoon catfish & reindeer, the three guys in my group & i think they're damn funny :D trekking was fun just that the bagpack was killer, like weighing 6kg or more. lyanne & i got stung by jellyfish, haha it felt like electric shock in the water or smth. somehow miss the people there but oh well nothing can be done :/


you'll never know how much i've missed You so. it kills to know what you're like in her gallery. its still her you love after so long.


there's no other way to say
how much i love You.

okay, here you go claud. as you said, by the time you read this its next morning! haha. so take care yeah & do well for the last paper! have the whole world's fun doing shopping & stuff too! see you on wed (:
GOODMORNING!


my mum's mental, she's watching GHOST HUNTERS now & its like 1:10 am?! its like based on real story & its some investigation thing :/




You're my sunshine,
my only sunshine
You make me happy,
when skies are grey.
You'll never know dear
how much I love You.
Please don't take My Sunshine away ):

Truth is, i never got over You.
Whenever You're with me, Your heart's with her.


my dearest girlfriend & ling ling! take care in s'pore okay have fun too. lucky lah, can go wakeboarding hurr! i'll miss your like crazy ):
i hope, the 10 days would pass faster...

far east to meet geraldinesugar for a while then vinee came. & she was so eager on serving the next customer lah, haha. claud came after that, sat a while more then headed to cine for arcade. celine joined us there then went church (: okay, so she passed me something for obm, haha ((: home after mass.. i can't go breakfast with the rest tmr & i'm damn irritated! ugh.

& & i haven't packed my bag yet :/ i don't want to go right now but i'll probably enjoy myself there, haha!

lyanne! we're so gonna cry missing people too much, haha!


Whatever i say or do, will not be enough to prove my love for You.

stay a little more while with me,
say You'll never go
cos it hurts like fuck to see You with her.


i don't want to go for OBM anymore ): i'll miss nsm & swr & sophialee like fuck, hurr! & of course the rest too ):

anw, vivo with lam sihui wanru bel & novelyn (: met them in the bus & twin was already waiting at the bus stop :/ can't remember what we did but chess came with us to town after that. arcade then level 9 again (: o2jam like fuck crazy, wahaha. supposed to meet gerri but didn't ): nydc to eat then far east to chop chop (: & wanru can't blow hair for nuts but i shall be nice & say, gf you've got potential to be a successful hair dresser in future! haha :D thats to make you happy (: back to cine for arcade then home.

donkey donkey, thank God i'm meeting you tmr or else i'll not see you for 12 days, haha. not forgetting your oreos! i'll finish every single bit of them!


I can't take seeing you with her,
I miss You like fuck ):

If you said i didn't love as much,
you are wrong.


chaos <3

laura came out, finally. met sumayyy kelly celine & laura at cine then over to taka, BTS. met claud to get OREOS (: & accompanied her a while. gf came then over to cine level 9. bel came along. met claud again, haha i forbid her to take cab, i don't know why but i think she should bus home instead. stares everywhere cos we were pulling here & there, pulling her away from the taxi stand, wahaha. she cabbed home anyway, idiot. back to meet them then over to far east, lam came too (: bel left then arcade then nydc to eat again :/ i think we're pigs in past life ): 65 took ten thousand & one years to come today, check out the bus stop it was filled with people, almost overflowing. cabbed home & luckily donkey called else, i'll just die of boredom :D

i'm eating now & i feel damn fat. P.S : its 1.30 am.

i'm meeting donkey ass tmr just to prove to her smth, haha!


each time i look at you,
i fall deeper in love.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much I love You.
One thing You can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than Your love.


i had a (: dream last night. but, people say dreams don't come true its only cos you yearn to do something thats why you dream about it? whatever, i don't know.

training in the morning & its rather slack i don't know why :/ went tiong with chess then girlfriend came (: talked quite alot before that too. chess left then bus-ed to town! ddr photohunt then vinee nat & kim came. pool at meridien, haha it was fun! paired with gf after that novelyn & bel came. wha, there's alot of people. ate then back to cine for arcade again. gf & bel left early then back to pool again, haha! like walk here walk there. paired with kim this time & we won! :D it was fun lah, haha. cabbed to far east with sumayyy lyanne & nat. met geraldinesugar then home (:


I might have been in love before,
but it never felt that strong.

I will never let you fall,
i'll stand up with You forever.
I'll be there for You through it all,
even if saving You sends me to heaven.


I miss my twin, it feels like forever since i've seen her. & psychic, chuasihui too! ):

school to hand up passport, met girlfriend outside school then town (: celine kelly sophia & i were wearing school uni & we were trying to play photo hunt outside, retarded though :D level 9 doesn't allow booking of rooms today & the guy is such a fucker. lift was funny, haha. sophia left then headed to sumayyy's place (: watched the hostel & its fucking gross. check out my reaction, girlfriend's too! haha. archie comic to cover, the ankle part was sick & the eyeballs! haha! home around 9 (:

oh oh, i forgot about kei lam lam! HAHA! sumayyy was like reading it with the american's accent, whalao damn funny, haha!

i want to catch step up again :D

i'm gonna get OREOS from the world's most nicest donkey tmr (: thanks alright! it can keep me full in the night during obm, haha.


You've the cutest voice ever, i swear (:

i've loved you as much
i just can't take seeing you with her.


):

school for trng & its just super slack :/ over to girlfriend's place with lam & novelyn. get a bag then headed to vinee's place with celine (: met lyanne & nattt at the bus stop then cabbed there together, haha. many things happened lazy to type, haha. town with celine to meet wanru & bel (: lam came after that, crystal jade arcade then home.

i need to fucking go school tmr to pass ms quek passport! ugh.


i won't ask for more,
just for you to be with me.

I can't see me loving nobody but You
For all my life,
when You're with me baby, the skies will be blue.


girlfriend lost her phone & i can't contact her ):

met wanru & kim at town yesterday. gone mad at the imac thing again, haha. hkc after that then michelleang came! LOVERLESS people ): i can't remember what happened but sihui lam & ddb came. we walked to far east! :D whalao, fucker. ugh. back to cine then the loverless people left.

imissCHAOS <3

CLAUD LI irritating donkey, disappeared from my life :D

&&& gerri, imissyou.

There's nothing i wouldn't do,
to have one more chance
to look into your eyes & see you looking back.


step up is fucking nice, catch it & don't catch material girls, didn't intend to watch it at all! hahaha.

met girlfriend & sumayyy at vivo (: we were seriously slacking our lives away cos we had 2 hours before our first movie. walked to harbour then back & slept at Carl's :/ caught material girls & i think hilary duff is pretty (: sumayyy took picture of JAY CHOU in a fucking clipped up hair(?!) outside the theatre & the guy scolded her cos its the whatever property & no snapping allowed, wahaha what rubbish. caught STEP UP after that & i can't believe SKINNY DIED! he's damn funny. ljs after that then home (:


i can't pretend that we're just friends,
its just too much for me to take.

I'm sorry i took everything for granted,


firstly, claud! don't be ): cheer up alright, loveee youu (:

didn't manage to make it for trng again ): actually i woke up, but rachelannepreece msg & told me she won't be going. met girlfriend at fareast. was talking to sugarbaby & she said i'm chao AHLIAN, damn it that so isn't a compliment. wanted to catch STEP UP only tmr will show. forgot what we did but walked all over town again :/ walked to meridien for porride then pool (: the woman we saw is so prettyyy, haha. back to cine for i don't know what then home (: its still early & no one's home. 1030 hours.

STEP UP tomorrow! something to be :D about finally!

I miss the feeling of having you by my side,
its as if no one can ever take you away from me.
Come back cos i need You so
don't push me away cos I've done no wrong.
but if loving You with all my heart's a crime,
then I'm guilty.

What it is you're really after,


ahhhhh, i need new track shoes :/ okay, i need a new phone more urgently...

met wanru sophia chess & nobel for prata in the morning then to town. caught click again at level 9, then walked all over town with wanru. back to cine for arcade then home (: its been long since i came home so early, haha.


after so long, i still want you with me.


Its irrefutable that you're the one i want.

I miss You finally,


vivo yesterday with wanru sophia chess celine & her cousin (: its been so long since i saw twin! arcade was like super fun & wanru!!! i won you 3 times & not 2, mwahaha :D headed to anissawang's chalet after that, then cabbed to town. i have no idea for what, but home at 1030 (:

kelly & sumayyy are at zoo now?! i don't believe! kelly stop lying!

sugar baby's worse than a pig, how can your 5 mins sleep become 1 hr! haha.


take care, don't go there again. i swear i almost cried.

i miss my sunshine ):


finally went suntec yesterday & it felt like ages since i went there :/ caught grudge 2, fell asleep halfway lah haha. & a 2300 blubthgil :D met wanru & sihui after that. sihui bought her stuffs then hk cafe to eat, cos they were hungry, haha. home after that (:

spasm yi zhu! HAHA! we got like damn high in the bus & poor sihui got to continue the journey ALONE! :D i think the ' hello ' part was funny, haha!


you said you'll never go back,
if only those words came true.

i miss my sunshine ):


finally went suntec yesterday & it felt like ages since i went there :/ caught grudge 2, fell asleep halfway lah haha. & a 2300 blubthgil :D met wanru & sihui after that. sihui bought her stuffs then hk cafe to eat, cos they were hungry, haha. home after that (:

spasm yi zhu! HAHA! we got like damn high in the bus & poor sihui got to continue the journey ALONE! :D i think the ' hello ' part was funny, haha!


you said you'll never go back,
if only those words came true.

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe & warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart.


caught Yours, mine & ours with sumayyy at her house (: the movie's so sweet but kinda crazy cos there are 18 kids altogether! haha.

anw, met celine & kelly at mos blah blah blah. sumayyy came & saw sugar baby (: met vinee at bakerzin then print print! :D arcade after that then, cabbed to sumayyy's place. i left my watch at her house ):


just to say i love you,

my eyes burn from these tears
You think You'd learn over these years
good things won't last forever.


i think swimming in sumayyy's pool at night is so nice (:

met kelly at queensway today & sorry for making you wait so long ): bought stuff for obm & kelly got tempted to buy converse shoe & adidas sb! :D copy me stupid kelly, haha. went town to meet lam sumayyy vinee & sihui (: kelly left, arcade then level 9. mr & mrs smith! wanru came vinee left. wanru left for dinner then cabbed to sumayyy's hse (: lam can really eat lah i didn't know that, & she's 3 months! wha same :D sorry ah lam, aiya just be proud of your 3 months, haha. watched some funny scary show on channel 62 & its really hilarious haha! swam & sumayyy swam 100 laps! wha beat that. talked then home (:

i'm having aches all over lah :/

claud, you're so irritating lah. i don't wear bikini like someone please, & if you love it so much i can help you post big big on my blog. don't have to do this to me, haha!


looking in the rearview mirror,
wave goodbye.

you promised me sunset
& to bring me for dinner at some restaurant at westmall
& to go east coast again
& just so many other things

but you never did ):

where is the You that i used to know.

I never thought i'd be the one to say,
please don't, well please don't leave me


18 more days (: then at least i could take a break.

been to town this few days & doing the same stuffs, haha. okay don't have the mood to blog anymore. bye

i'm only left with used to bes,


I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone,
left remembering what its like
to have you here with me.
I thought you should know,
you're not making this easy.