You used to talk to me like I was the only one around
You used to lean on me..the only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back?
To how it used to be.

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way
I used to listen, you always had just the right thing to say
I used to follow you, never really cared where we would go
Fast or slow to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back?
To how it used to be.

I look around me and I want you to be there
Cause I miss the things that we shared
Look around you-it's empty and you're sad
Cause you miss the love that we had
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around
The only one around.

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought...we Used to know
At least there's you and at least there's me
Can we get this back, can we get this back?
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be
To how it used to be.

Used to - Chris Daughtry
to you,

There's no ring on her finger,
just a lingerin' memory.

A circle that would join us for eternity,
Is just a ring,
Where a ring, Used to be.

Two left feet,

I'm so annoyed now, I can't upload any pictures cause the computer's retarded. anyway, Beijing wasn't fun at all ): Firstly, it was freezing like mad & although I had 6 to 7 layers of clothes & thermal wear on, I couldn't breathe half the time, haha. Secondly, there's no entertainment centre or whatsoever for us to play, there's only the massage which gave me bruises on my legs. Thirdly, it sucks to walk around visiting places when your fingers are numb & when you're shivering the whole time. hurr, I felt homesick on the second day already, imagine being away for more than a month ):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVER! (: ( in advanced ) I'll be seeing you later!
though you promised to send me to school one of the days this year & you didn't, I still love you like how I always do (:

what I didn't weren't enough to make you stay,
at least for a little while more with me.

You got me head over heels over you,

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:
so I spent my dear Christmas at Sophia's place. & I saw Mer & Char, (: Mer said she's not going to JC cause she wanna spend the time with me! haha aww, so sweet but I'm sorry I can't spend with you. don't cry, haha! (: & & Sumay got me a POLAROID! damn, its the one with the RAINBOW on it, (: (: thanks alotttt, really. & not forgetting my godma's present & celine & Vinee's. home after with girlfriend, town was closed with people on the roads.

okay, bye people have fun.

Never to trust you again,

Nikon Coolpix S51 (: I love my mummy,

so met up with Csh Lam & Nobel on Friday for kbox, (: didn't felt like going initially but ended up singing with Csh like all the duets & stuff. left quite early to AMK for track farewell. I'll miss RachelAnne that idiot, very much ): town after that to meet Esther for Harry's then Ghim Moh to retrieve my ipod from Preece haha, then home tog (: she stayed!
met Sophia on Saturday, whoo! ate Fish & Co. then walk over to Cine flea market. I got Gerri & Claud something from there, haha donkeyyyyyyy! home after to accompany rocker mummy. dinner at grandma's again......
yesterday, met up with Joe & all at taka. had Sakae for lunch & I have many vouchers nowww, which I don't think I can use if I don't meet up with anyone who wants to eat Sakae with me soon cause yeah. but, I can give it away! shopping after that & I got myself a Wednesday shirt, yes its girls cutting I feel fat ): grandma's again after, then chatted about Beijing...........
oh, & Joe cut bangsss & she named it Joy, haha.

Joe: what song would you like to hear? I'll sing it for you.
me: For You I Will, pretty please?


I hope the Melissa who tagged me is Mer, cause I really miss her.
& the irritating Charleeeeene teo ):

so Joe's finally back again, (: she'll be with me for the next whole week cause her parents are flying back to Aussie to work for a while more. so guess whoever I'm meeting I'll probably bring her along, haha. & & &, she's staying at One Fullerton okay, & I finally know what everyone meant when they say you'll get free apples when you go there -.- they're all at Parkway today, but I'm not going, hurr. wedding's on Saturday & maybe midnight movie after that with my brother's friends, (:

oh, & did I mention? I met up with Esther yesterday! (: we haven't met up for 2 whole years okay & had damn alot of things to talk about, haha. town, Esplanade, Marina Square then finally home, (: meeting her next week for jogging & badminton. finally someone who's willing to exercise too! haha.

my SuperPowerGirl called me early morning at 350am & we talked till 459am, gosh I didn't know I actually sound awake to her, haha. & yay, she might not leave to Dubai or wherever so soon, (:

I hate to know, that I have no clue on whats going on in your life. its just last month when you're this close to me, & now it feels as if we're strangers. I hate my pride, I hate yours too. I hate going almost to every corners of this small dot & think of you. but, its empty.

there's so many things to do this week, hurr. fetching the cousin from Changi Airport tomorrow in the evening, I wanna watch a movie before that, (: I have no idea what I'm doing on Friday but my dad just told me not to work on Friday. & Saturday's the wedding, & I have to get up EARLY! ): okay, nothing beats what I'm gonna wear, hurr. & & &, SophiaLee's finally coming back on Sunday, haha. oh yes, my gf's coming back tomorrow too! (:
okay my gum's hurting like very much, ): I didn't enjoy my bagel yesterday. I'm quitting Swirl cause its so damn tiring for so damn little pay.
okay, so met up with Claud Chess Rene & Joy yesterday. whoo, finally someone with the same name, other than Sumay's maid lah, haha. caught The Golden Compass, it was boring at first lah but got interesting cause of the battle, haha!

oh! I might not be back for O level results O.O cause so far the plan's either stay there for CNY or come back on 6th Feb, haha! I think it would be better if staying there till end of March, (:

okay, I'm gonna stop hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. take care, bye!

I wish things would be fine, maybe you can be my best friend, I wouldn't have to worry about not seeing/talking to you till next year, hurr.

Finally a full rainbow,

okay, so it was Novelyn's birthday party last night. I only managed to reach around 5 plus. & yes, I get to see my LOVER! & guess what, it was the 10th yesterday, (: anyway, I kept eating cause Chess kept feeding me, haha. Bel & all left at 8 plus, so the rest stayed & watched horror. not all watched lah, anyway the show was so cheap thrill. went off at 23 mins to midnight.

Bottled up love,

& throw it away.

I'm talking to Nobelly now & she's panicking! oooooops O.O hurr, my phone's dead now all thanks to myself, I threw it on the ground & tadaaaaaa, the colour pixels went mad & I can't on it now. & to top it off, I don't know how to open the back cover of my so awesome phone, hmm. I can't wait for Tues, Charrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! okay because I'm feeling the extreme now so it explains why, too bad. oh, & rocker mummy's getting a camera today like FINALLYYYYYYY.................

boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom! dental tomorrow & I need to check my jaw, ): I wanna dye my hair blonde now, haha so I can blend in well in Aust, (: whatever lah, everything's not even confirmed.

What's the time, Ms Wolf?

Sly.

talk about humiliating? well why not talk abt you humiliating me in another sense? making me feel like I'm the only one wanting everything right? thanks alot. I've NEVER felt so fucking cheated before, talk about feeling guilty I think you don't. yeah go around telling everyone I'm the one at fault too over controlling? over sensitive? well accept the fact girls are like that. you don't want the whole world to know what you did to me during June/July then don't mention anything about what I did to you just today. don't ever start a relationship when you don't like the idea of being controlled, thanks for humiliating me all these while. you deserve a prize for everything. can't believe you're so damn self-centred. go ahead getting angry at me for blogging this, oh well I can't really do much to prevent myself from venting my anger. I didn't mean anything to you in the first place, I'm not fucking assuming. cold hearted. maybe people shld just stop hurting everyone around themselves & that not all things always go their way.