I'M MISSING BAYBEATS CAUSE OF IDK. Sad but whatever I just wanna hear one band Okay maybe two, & I want that band's shirt.

Work's seriously draining me out.
Sat, training at Kallang in the morning The first 10min was killerr more to come More to come. Cine for lunch then cabbed to work. Aches on my shoulders & just purely tired. Dad picked me at 2am. I have work on every of my other free days Like I'm starting to feel I don't have my personal time anymore. I wonder how it'll be like when school reopens I'm sure I'll be too worn out to think of anything.

Today's good Just that I didn't attend mass. Mustafa with my mum Haha I spent mostly on food. Headed to Woodsvale afterr. Goooood dinner (: I cancelled work today. They're like out to tire me or smth. If I work today I'd end at 0030 then tmr's work is 0645?!

Standard Chartered Half Marathon 21.1km! (:
October's major marathon month for me. 10km rowing & 10km running.

I need sleep. Now.
Goodnight humans.

TODAY'S FINALLY HERE (:

I'm gonna be the most grumpy person ever tomorrow My work's at 6:45AM I have to wake at 5:45AM I'm gonna freeze from the morning breeeze I'm gonna skip breakfast for the sake of catching 10 more minutes of sleep I'm gonna do gym with my eyes closed Haha okay no. I'm so lazy to put punctuation marks So whatever

Met RachelSng & XYZ after so really long with Celine Wr Gf & FL. Chinatown for porridge & I really wanted to go Play tonight just that ugh I was in Fbt.

Anyway I didn't gym today Okay basically my batch didn't train today cause of some event thing & we had to roww for an hour Quite fun just that I was yearning to get outta that place My phone's connection kept changing to INDONESIA line?! Like wtf you have no idea how annoying that is.

I've been on waters for rowing since Tuesday & oh dearr I'm having the feeling like I'm on waters noww I keep thinking there's earthquake Haha wth. Okay time to sleep. Good day tomorrow cause I'll be up in the gym just working on my fitness SHE'S my witness.

Goodnight humans.

Today's a really long day. Training at Kallang at 9:15am. I got to use Trivium paddle (:
The rest left. Cabbed to Suntec with gf Phin & Cy! I really hate it when it rains especially after training at Kallang cause there's no shelter to the buss stop or whatever. Kay anyway, met Sam for a while for lunch then back to B&J's with gf & Phin.
Work's really tiring. Today's rather good cause I get to prepare drinks & stuff Haha. Oh dearr Friday's shift is 6:45AM in the MORNING. What about my Thursday night?!
Kay tomorrow's a longer day. I need sleep noww.

Regretted treating you as my friend.
I don't even want you as my friend. Fuck.
Yes, do you even know this is to YOU?

There's still no news from the clubs I'm going mad.
Anyhoww, stayed over at Supergirl's place last night (: Haha we had Mac & Cheese & okay it sucked. Cabbed to Kallang for training today, & its the first time I was ever so early for Kallang's training. Left to Meridien for lunch then to Starbucks after with gf, Vanessa & Cy! Sophia was there doing her work Haha I'm amazed by my thumb. Kay the left thumb is starting to hurt.

I need to get my mind into the working mode. I feel so reluctant to turn up for work & what I'm on night shift 6-12:30AM tmr. Oh dearr. Tomorrow's a really long day So,

early night.
Goodnight humans.

Beckham was present at Olympics closing ceremony & all he did was
stand on top of the bus & KICK a damn soccer ball & wave.
Haha I'm looking forward to Youth Olympics.

1) Been far away for far too long. I miss you.
2) Forever is ours to hold.
3) Stay close, don't go.
4) Your words are memories, but they burn.
Figure (:
Inspired by __babydolll haha.

Work tmr at 8am, its bloody early I hate it. I have issues with myself getting up early.
I'll be so grumpy & cranky & annoyed & all sorts of irritable mood. Kay whateverr
No such things I'll be fine.
My parents cooked chilli crabs for din din Love it.

Mass this morning at Blessed with Gerri then I slept the day away.
Its awesome to sleep in during rainy days, don't you think?

I know what you're in game for. Yet I insisted.
I hate you.
I tried peace in many ways I swear.
Oh fuck. where is No war gone to. Where is peace.
): Why me.

Baybeats'08 Oh I'm so going. I hope.

This morning was training. I was so tired when I got home I slept for 15min.
Raffles City to meet Joyce Pris Liwei. I haven't seen LW in a long time!
Okay we walked all overr then settled at Esplanade for fireworks. Chess came.
Gf came for a while (:
The pretty colours lasted for 15min, bused to Dempsey's after that.
I haven't had B&J for so long Kay I just had it.
I'm bloody tired now. & it doesn't make me feel better after knowing.
You think you ought to have better after you PLAYED?! Or uhh, cheated. Oh dearr.

My supergirl's strong hehe (:

Goodnight humans. Peace yes. No war. Panic if you need But don't forget to chill.
Cows milk. Moooooo.

I'm beginning to feel
To feel like I'm close to feeling nothing.

Somethings are just great some are not.
Today's the last day for classes when everybody just gets to know each other better.
Anyway, went to Haji lane today. & yeah I spent.
I spent on something I need so not that bad. I just feel some digits lesser in my bank acc.
I didn't know Shaw House existed but at least now I know.
I really hope they can reply me faster than bolt. I'm really nervouss!

Okay no shows for me tonight I'm really TIRED.
Goodnight humans.

THREE!

I dread waking up every morning.
I was so irritated with the snooooooze this morning & shut it. & I woke an hour late.
Haha I think I'll have trouble getting up early when school starts
Long way long way.
Class today was okay. The world's amazingly small.
Everyone seems to know everyone in a way. Its scary.

Self trained this morning.
& because of all the snooooozing I had to rush & zomg,
MY WATCH DROPPED FACE FIRST ON THE FLOOR ):
Wtf, stunned seriousy. Kay obviously there's an internal crack.
I'm getting over it, getting over it!
Tomorrow's Kihong session again, greatt!

Goodnight humans.

Two.

I had tom yum twice today. Feels so great.
Picked Novelyn up at school in the morning, surprisingly
it took me only 1hr15min to get ready & travel to school haha, break record.
Headed to Vivo for Thai Express & yes I got blue!
Maybe the black one soon? I hope. Starbucks to take...
Photographer is Novelyn & the rest is Model's own HAHA!
Oh we saw Lam again I think the third time I coincidentally see her in this month hehe.
Bugis first then HQ for classes. Really sleeppyyyyy.
I need to take a fucking typhoid jab.

Kay back to showww so
Goodnight humans.

I think you're disgusting so maybe I won't even bother wasting my time to see you. You have absolutely zero dignity in that sense & basically just shameless.

When everything's the same & nothing ever changes,
Will you fall back into me?

The long awaited,
Exams're over & done with! Oh how I love it.
So now's back to making up for not training the past week,
& I've to shop for work. Don't wanna be wearing the same thing at least twice a week haha.
Tomorrow's going Kihong with my gf, its the aftermath of examinations.
Night class afterr I hope I stay awake.

Back to usual routine of watching shows haha so glad (:
Kay goodnight humans Study hard!

Oh, I think pole vault is cool. & I just love the ultimate 200m race.
WHEN'S RELAYS!

One.

The most difficult thing to do is to drag yourself out of bed.
Finally awake after an hour of snoozing.
Am really tired Thank God today's last paperr.

Zouk flea for the second time & still didn't get anything.
Its really damn bloody difficult to find a shoe,
Haha okay back to the pieces of papers.

I'm in & out of love with you
Trying to find if its really true.

& the tear in your eye, & your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

Yesterday was good. Had my first paper in the afternoon then its meeting Novelyn
heading to Peninsular together. She got her cool cam. Wr & Chess came afterr!
So we cancelled Newton for Max Brenner's. Yes gf, no regrets hehe (:
Novelyn left so we went to town for Coffee Club. I have this urge to spend on California Fitness.

Today is good. Studied at NP's library in the morning Kay its because I'm lazy to get a
textbook so I was there to copy notes from reference book = textbook hehe.
Suntec's Maui Wowi (?! I reckon the name comes from Maui & Sons haha ) to study with
some of the ladies (: Raffles city afterr to meet the Poop then United Square with the familyrelatives haha. I missed the 100m finals OH DEARR ): The world record's broken I really wanted to teleport home. No its okay I'll be there to witness the 200m hehe.

I need to outdo the stress bomb.
Goodnight humans. Study hard!

Wokay, so what now
Livejournal's decided to irritate me.
I'm finally done with Exam Tips & moving on to memorising.
Seriously, whats with the stress bomb I really hate exam stress ):
So today's a rather productive stay-home-study day.
We complain about studyingg for almost half our lives away,
if only Study doesn't exist But no.

I realise there's still a baton on my table. I really miss track
When all we do is run & the only event I'll look forward to training it is relay.
Haha. If only.

Kay back to stress bombzxzxzz.
Goodnight humans I really wanna watch an episode laterr (:

Take them memories
I don't need them to feel good.

The worst thing that could happen just 2days before your examination is,
realising that all along you've been studying for this particular module cause you thought
its gonna be tested first But no, its the otherr.
How awesome, explains why I'm still awake at this hour &
on second thoughts, I'd better stay home tmr cause I dislike wasting time on travelling.
Thank God.

A need to get all black shoes by Sunday I don't havee.
This is the first time after a year, I've decided to clearr up the mess
& studyy on the table.
Feels so goooooooooooooood haha.
No more 1min back aches.

Kay time to catch an episode.
Goodnight humans.

On a very random note: I wanna return you, yes you, the book. Not wanting to be reminded of uhh ... stuffs. Kay bye.

Some heartfelt emotions Creeping from deep inside
Cause being this person is all I've got left to hide.

While caught up in reminiscing, chanced upon the wronged
I see nothing but them acts & lies spoken of.
Cause from then till now, now &now,
Nothing could be worse off.

Not once, twice But thrice.
Just for the record.

I dislike the feeling of not enjoying food.
My gum's swelling up more & its really infectious
its spreadingg to my upper gum.
Oh dearr I hope it doesn't spread to every part of it.
Fuck, I just sprained my neck ):

I hope to sleep forever.
Damn it.

Drop the past & be true.
you've hurt me bad But I won't shed a tear.

The videos are cracking me up.
I did productive revisionn todayy Whoo,
Why must them sizes be 39?!
Teleporting should exist I wanted to be in town immediately.
Lj's drivingg me up the wall.

Stop hatred But I can't stand the way you portray yourself & how you're trying so hard to be somebody else.
& I really dislike people who meddles with another & end up hurting her & tries to cover up by saying a mere SORRY.

Oh dearr, so much hatred alreadyy.
Goodnight humans Save the earth!

Hello world.
Since lj's being a beetch now I'd blog here.
Saturday was spent at One fullerton with Joycelynn Yushan Puiyee Pris & Chess.
A leetle different from last year. Who cares.
Met Wr. Went to MS. Left for airport.
Stayed up the whole night Completed some work,
ate till my gums are swelled up ):
No joke, lack of sleep leads to insanity.
We tried doing up a video to "Warwick Avenue".
Haha left around 8am.
Kay I wasted a Sunday away Oh dearr.

Am velly lazy to update the peektures I'm so irritated with Ljjjjjjjjjjjjj.
Kay whatevss am gonna laugh at the videoooos noww Haha fuck.

Goodnight humans. Study hard stop lying.
& maybe stop playing around. Tyvm, Bye.

At this rate I'm going, I'll turn into a couch potato velly sooooon.
I'm just about to finish the whole tub of ice creaaam in uhh a weeeek?!
I haven't been doing productivee long hours of revisionn
I need to hit the gym again sooooon & today's self training is cancelled oh dearr.
I seriously feel, obese ):

Honestly, teevees are such distractions Don't you think?
I feel like staying in a village.
Kay tomorrow's training is really earrlyy but then again,
I'll have the rest of the day to studyy. Okay no,
Am going for fireworkss! (:

Wokay, I feel sleeeepy after typingg thisssss.
Haha OneRepublic has awesomee songs.

Random.

I'm no longer,
Crazy for this girl.

I'm dreaming out loud, dreaming out loud.

Sometimes things get so complexed that we forget the simplicity of them all.
So simple when things began, so complicated once things get outta hand.
& When we get just a little too busy trying to fix a very complexed situation
We forget just how beautiful it started How simple it could've been if we had just kept it there.

Exactly what a human brain does to us.
Think thoughts.

This is what boredom does to humans. You'll think till you get afraid.
Like, Why bother thinking?
Right?

Goodnight humans.

What a period of let down.
I'm holding onto nothing. I know,
I can't handle this Not anymore
I only want the best of one world.
I find this so fucking tough. So,
time to release.

Repitition.

Two steps removed from everything I thought I knew
There's no remedy I see your face in everything I do.
I rest my head from running circles round my head
No answers to be found, romances don't rewind
I guess I'll never know
Why your absence is devastating.

My mind's clear
I need to be me.

I feel like using a new fragrance.

Do you even understand what's love all about?

Very much unpredictable like I've always expected.
Surprisingly, I felt nothing Nothing at all when I sat at United Square's Starbucks.
Everything is fading.

My aspiration to be a runner. Why.