i've been feeling this way for a long time..i dunno how to put it.but its jus terrible.a mixed feeling i've neva felt before.almost broke down..this feeling have been stucked in me for so long tt i jus wanna get rid of it.some kind soul pls tell me how..hai.

so much for believing.thank you.(:

hoho.knw sth?i miss the bears..hahaha. (:

sorry sophia!sorry la..dun angry..heh.oh.nth much happened oso.like each day passes jus like tt.hahaha. tmr got trng..hoho.tired please.and early morning sentosa is damn cool!haha..morning breeeeeeze..oh.had some shit sci test today?its damn screwed.."gillete shaver rocks wanru's head".sihui,its still on my hand.haha..

okay.end here.bye :D

yes wanru!5am in the morning.hope bus service working.hahaha.okay.

many many things happen!you noe,im like going bonkers soon.heh.oh.ms goh's work not done..asshole.im the only one left.hahaha:D okay.homeroom starts again.its like.so irritating.i rather all on same level.haix.nvm.

okay.end here.bye!:D

chance chance chance..


wait..hats all i can do..hoho..anw,geog lesson totally sucked..ms seah is -.ahhhhh!me and sophia hafta write one SHIT 1000 words essay abt our behaviour in class?!no brainer..tink ppl so free..and somemore i dont bother to tink of wad to write.mayb shld just keep repeating and repeating everything.hahaha.okay.
went to collect chuyin's fone after skul.den went my mother's office for a while.hoping she will bring me to buy clothes..asshole.she didnt la.hahaha.okay..

trng tmr.its going to be tiring again.rahhh..

i dont want to see you ever again!go away!

hoho..just realised i haven studied.haha.was out the whole day ytd..haha..

ytd:
met wanru,sophia and shihui at town..wanted to watch 'the maid'..but no time slots..went to watch at lido den..its scary la.i mean cos its abt the seventh month.hahaha..juli came..went pepperlunch to eat..didnt catch the fireworks.how saddening la!i heard this yr's is very nice..haha.nvm.went esplanade for a while..sat at somewhr..den went off.the bears finally had their real owner.(:get some shit scolding by my mother..like?! im still safe and sound at home now!!asshole.haha.

okay.the end.(:

the bears have no owner.
unless the day comes..

had performance today..didnt win anything...how fucking bad luck were we la..haiya..everything seems the wrong way.it will neva go right.exams are near.haven been starting on anything.top10?HAH.wait and see lah..
saw this bear couple.its damn cute.yushan,maria and eloise spotted it..the cheeks of the female one will light up when they kiss.haha.so cute!bought it..but guess it wont have any owner?waste of money..shldnt have bought it.haix..anw,went for trng today..very little ppl.trng was short.did some new drills den to the gym.. not really tiring..later towned with nat and chuyin..met up with wanru and the rest.sihui,lyanne were there too..had to eat some disgusting oyster shit?!its just disgusting..went to find PTS.had hugs(:ilovemyPTS!((:

went back to tiong for sakae.didnt eat.so ex!stole some food still..maria shot some bug thing to the lady..hahahahhaa!its just funny la..:D look for the BEAR..went off ard 6..

hoho..okay.shall study for the next 2 days.feel bad not studying.

happiness is still here..

so much for my HAPPY ENDING.

anws,had tuition with wanru and shihui..haha.were late for lessons as usual..im jealous of shihui!rahhh!both of them pierced ear..wanru looks coolio now la.hahaha.went town after tuition.shihui cut hair.i saw this converse shoe which is only 39bucks okay!the other one is 59..im so gonna buy one.hahaha..sumay joined us..went pacific plaza.after tt went off.

let go?or not?i really dont know..i know theres nomore turning back.the battle is still on..

i dont know how i found you,im thankful that i had.
in my heart,i can no longer hold inside.
all of the love i used to hide
i'll always be with you until the very end.
in this world,theres no place i'd rather be.
you are my life;my soul my girl.
i know you've come to see,that you're the one,
till the end.

i've speaked the truth.you dont wanna believe.i cant do anything..its all up to you whether to believe wad i said..i can tell you HERE that i already said the truth to YOU..take care.im sorry.

everyword i said is true.this i PROMISE you..

happiness

nomore..

hmm..okay.today was flagday?!so boring please,although is at town.hahaha.twin mei and me were like eating all the way!so fun please!haha.we ate alot at first.cos theres practically noone in town?!they are krazy pls.like who'll eva go town so early!haha.so many ppl rejected celine.heh.later we went in to paragon to ask for donations.heck man.haha.the twin sisters didnt get chased out!(((: we are pro-ers!hahaha.managed to get quite alot in there.haha.den met up with wanru and sophia..they are just damn funny pls.hahaha.back to skul..stayed a while.watched ppl do breakdance!damnfunky please.haha.

later went east coast..

i just went there with her doesnt mean i like her rite?its just cos we were going the same place so must well go together..theres nth much.its not say everyday go out with her..cant i just go out with a normal fren?and not say only the two of us at that place.theres others as well.

time to say it out.