you're like a dream come true,
i can't afford to lose you

teacher's day celebrations & it was kinda boring :/ had party in class first, & we made poon do the 'macho' pose! :D he's so skinny, haha. hall after that & jiali was so funny! haha! home after that with sophia to change then, town to meet wanru sumay kelly & celine (: went level 9 & watched voice :D wanru gave the people different kinds of names, cos jap names are sooo long & difficult to pronounce, haha. walked to taka then cine then back again, cos of leb, tskk! met jo (: then, waited for gerri with love of my life PEH! :D love of my life left, then went arcade. okay, i think i just embarrassed myself there, damn. walked to wisma then hongkong cafe for some tea which doesn't taste nice! :/ now i smell of ralph lauren & i think i'm gonna miss - like crazy!

chou pi gu (:


i hate to feel emo, i hate to feel the way i do whenever i think of you. i hate it when no one bothers to tell me how they feel & like i'm supposed to know how're you feeling. UGH!

if i could freeze some moment in my mind,

report book ): anw, trng after school then town to meet the rest (: they stole food out from sakae! :D & the guy happen to come out & i guess he saw us, haha. priscilla & kelly left, then vinee. went cine with wanru sophia & sumay after that & we weren't supposed to speak english :/ so cheena-fied please! home after that (:

& i'm still thinking if i shld go school tmr. mer will just kill me if i'm going cos i'm supposed to go popular with her! :D nvm, i know mer's nice, haha!

ugh, i hate it when i start to pms ):


cos there's something in the way you look at me,
its as if my heart knows you're the missing piece.
you made me believe that there's nothing
in this world i can't be,
i never know what you see

when you're near, no one comes close

i hate school lah, damn. anw, out with sophialee priscilla & chess after school (: supposed to study in school with priscilla but, ended up watching love wrecked! :D the show's so fantasy kind, haha. pasta then mer the rocker tong called & asked me to go popular with her, haha! left quite early & ended up wasting time at dhoby ghaut with pig :D she gave me jacket, haha! sorry mer, i was late & made you run across the road when its red man & made you wait for me for just 10 mins & making your ears hurt after all the blasting of your music! & popular closed already :/ not my fault okay, tskk!

oh, & thanks mer rocker tong for your wonka! :D

its just you that gives me the feeling no one could. your smile, your screams, your laughter, your company, the calls at night, your presence, your smell, your touch, the closeness i've never felt, makes you so beautiful to me. i daren't ask anything back from you, i'm just glad i've met you (:

there's no time, there's no indecision

fri & sat:
had camp, haha. the whole thing was quite slack cos its just smth like a church camp, haha. played games & all on the first day then had mass ytd. then, rciy first before home (: after that, met priscilla at city hall, haha. its the first time she's earlier than me :D went suntec but couldn't get any shirts i like. so, went town haha. fleshimp at wisma closed! & i didn't even know lah, hurr. bought smth from topman & i felt cheated, haha! :D sorry pig for leaving halfway, yeah? make it up next time (: went marinasquare to meet gerri & claudia. & i'm sorry for making your wait! treat that skinny pole cos i owed her! :/ & she made me drink this super not nice to drink fruit juice which is GREEN APPLE WITH CELERY! hate the celery taste & she said i'm weird :/

oh, & that suaku girl wanted to go candy empire but, it was closed already! haha! walked to esplanade then. & they waited for gerri's brother to fetch them home, haha. then, i cabbed home! (:

today:
oh man, there's baptism :D can't wait haha. i want to meet you you you ):

i've got no time to kill
cos its now or never
cos the way i feel,
it won't last forever.

its a long long road,
but i'll always come back to you
i don't know which way to turn
but i feel its the right thing to do
there's so much for me to learn
but i'll always come back to you

sometimes you just have to leave it
all behind you
take a chance, just know,
you're not alone.

when i look at you, i see something rare
a rose that can grow anywhere
& there's no one i know that can compare.

baptism was (: just that i really felt uncomfortable & all cos like, need to sit properly & stuff :D my mother's friend don't know how to take pictures one lah, haha. everything was over quite fast cos there were very few people :/ hong kong cafe at marina square with my dad after that, & he keep complaining about the food, haha.home after that (:

cos its now or never

there's nothing like that feeling, when i look into your eyes

got back more results & its so awesome lah ): failed quite a number & i'm just hoping class tests can pull everything up, hurr. recess was fun :D that jap girl can really run fast, haha! eng lesson was fun, tried cutting someone's hair & ms whatever her name is, is sooo meann! :D went sgh with sophia & chuyin after that to visit rachelanne the sick girl (: samanthacheong steph carol were there already then chess & wanru came after a while. wanru was irritating sophialee & was so funny, haha. tiong after that to meet priscilla sumay vinee celine kelly & jap girl (: sakae & we learnt 'i love you girlfriend' in jap, so funny lah, haha. they left then sumay & i went over to girlfriend's (: gosssippp then left for home (:

oinkoink! better not have anymore last minute changes of plans anymore! ): hurr.

you will be fine
the sun again, will shine
on you, whatever you do.

its all just, a sweet lie

everything that has occured to me, well i thank you for that. now, it occurs to me that even a slightest bit of chance was blown away. that movie, left to be watched with you but, oh well i don't wish to say. theres just so much things i want to say to you, so coincidentally you weren't there to listen. guess smth's been true all along, you won't know what you've got till its gone. make it clear my dear, i can't take it anymore.


when you see a shooting star,
just don't wonder why.
make a wish & it'll come true,
cos i did & i found you.

its all just a lie, smth that seems so real but only etched in my memory.

when you're ever coming back, i guess i'd probably be gone


got back some papers :/ attended trng today & it was kinda fun towards the end :D i don't know which will i choose, thats bad! A or IA?! played tug-of-war & captain's ball (: quite fun lah, esp the captain's ball, haha. home after that with sophia & chess (:

oinkoinkoink! balloon pigs :D poppop & they're gone but, blow again & they'll appear :D you're full of rubbish & stm is invading you! haha.

BYE!

obm obm, i'm so gonna go already :D but, i'm still hesitating :/ UGH!

you are the one that i can't, let you go

met oinkoink at city hall first (: walked to suntec & we just felt like we're walking non-stop, haha. & she's so blur that she forgot she went korea last year! haha! pig, i'm smart (: i know everthing haha. sumay came then ate. & oink happily forgot her specs & she look super blur! haha! left after a while for church. wanted to join them back in town but, came home instead (:

next week next week :D oink you better go for camp! or else you'll become a deadpig :D


baby set me free from this misery
i can't take it no more.
since you went away, nothing's been the same
don't know what i'm living for
here i am so alone
& there's nothing in this world i can do

until you're back here baby
miss you want you need you so
there's a feeling inside i want you to know
you're the one i can't let you go

girl i promise now my love is true
this is where my heart belongs
cos here i am so alone
& there's nothing in this world i can do

& i wonder are you thinking of me
cos i'm thinking of you
& i wonder,
are you ever coming back to my life?

giving in, no more


i miss, catch your wave ):

oink oink, yeah it does & you better take back your words if not i'll be ): haha. you're suffering from major stm all thanks to me! :D tell me the songs & i'll send to you tmr yeah (:

you would know, it'd be clear that angels brought me here (:

you make me tempted tempted tempted to touch :D oink oink, i hope your head hurts everyday, haha.

sold flags at suntec area today, haha. started off quite fun cos mer & i were chasing after people & trying to out-win each other :D mer sucks, cos she lost to me! haha! mer sophia & i went the damn bridge :/ kinda little people there & i almost fainted lah, stood there for like 2 hrs or smth & collection ain't really that much though. ate then walked around for just a while, then back to selling flags ): lover & xinyi came to find us! :D xinyi's dragonboat-rowing thing is like so cool & sorry i don't know what is it :D they left & we went to meet up with the rest of the class. just realised bugis's business quite good one eh, damn it. anw, back to school then town with sumay wanru priscilla chuyin & kelly (: watched click & its a daaamn funny show :D its actually all about his dream but simwanru kept denying :/ then, home after thaaat (:

take your sweeet sweeet time,
i'll be here when you change your mind
take your sweeet sweet time,
i'll be here, for you anytime (:

no one can ever take me there, like you did

i need to study maths maths maths :/ i suck at it & i don't feel like going for flag day tmr!

priscilla er the stupid ssp just msged & tell me that she dreamt that we were selling pig hearts for flag day instead & that we became monsters after that :D haha, smallpig you're so funny!

town after school with girlfriend sumay kelly sophialee celinewong (: ljs after a looong time haha. walked around then to meet rachelsng & neoxinyi! lover you good, abandon me today & you watch out! :D they left to watch movie & chess came after that. lyanne joined us a while then home (: feel quite weird going home so early this few days :/ & i'm not going for lumut anymore! thinking back, i kinda regret cos i don't have other leadership camps to replace. unlike module 2. hope can get into obs :D if not i'll just regret my whole life ): how dumb can i get, ugh.

catholic camp this fri & i want to go! :D suppose it'll be fun yeah, haha.

every other time - lfo makes me :D

s u n s h i n e ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

but when i think about it, i'm so in love with her (:

this ca is damn ugh! ): i don't like it, i don't want to know my results! :/

e geog & combined science today :/ tmr's last paper & its CHINESE! kill me please ): bugis with priscilla the dumbest SSP, sophialee & chessie! :D yoshi, & the stupid chocolate thing is so gross :/ went national library to study chinese, & its not like there's nothing to study about okay, there is! studied a while then played, haha. stupid person don't allow sleeping in library! stupid shit rubbish, haha. waited for ssp's bus to come, then home (: no one's home yet, & i was thinking there'll be dinner ready for me, HURR! ):

i don't want to go for obm! priscilla's right, pay to suffer there! i'd rather go for obs! ):

okay, mer the great just told me to blog about her :D she's so rubbish, everyday. & she tries sooo hard to be joykuan today but, cannot make it! haha! mer, try again tmr. i'll lend you my bag, watch, name tag, socks, shoes, haha! love you mer! :D

i find another you.

a step closer, closer to you (:

didn't have time to finish eng paper! ): left two questions blank & had only 15mins for passage B?! i can't fail eng if not, uhh don't wish to think :/ ugh. lit was okay, but i think i wrote out of point. i tend to write & write as though the examiner don't understand joyluck & i had to explain to her, haha! mo, don't you agree with me! :D i don't wanna screw up ca! ugh, 7 more to go & i feel like dying already :/

supposed to go kap meet the rest, holland instead with sophialee. stupid burger king, played freaking gold 90 fm! the music is really can go & die king & it caused sophialee to have headache, haha! tried to study maths there, just learnt some formulas then played around :D psychic came, kim as well. kim was downstairs all the while & we didn't even know, haha. damn burger king, didn't sell the spongebob thing :/ walked all the way to buonavista mrt & my legs are already trembling, haha!

i just saw my speakers shaking or probably springing?! are my eyes playing tricks? :/

priscilla er, the smallest pig stink the MOST! :D

you make me wanna, surrender my soul (:

maybe, someday you'll then realise how much i love you ;

i hate crowded places ): & i've been to it for three whole awesome times just to watch the fireworks, ugh!

met gerri in town around 1 plus, & i'm sorry for being late! ): hongkong cafe to eat, then to flea market, haha. i bet she's a horse in her past life, cos she walks super fast even when in heels & when her toe's pain :/ claudia joined us & back to the stupid market again, whalao can die of heat stroke or something, haha. taka to get food then paragon to meet juli. sat at coffee club then bus to meridien for pool! :D first time i'm playing pool without ngsumay the big pig, hahaha. didn't really got the mood actually, was daaamn tired ): played a few rounds & we took almost 30mins for a round :/ haha. geraldine lim loves to cheat by moving the ball thats blocking her way! :D left around 6 plus & waited for lyanne to come. took a bus to marina to meet the rest, gerri jo physillia claud juli lyanne wanru rachel xinyi sumay & i watched fireworks together! haha. chuyin were with us at first, but she left to meet someone else, idiot! after that, split up ): went different ways & i don't know how to say it. haha! wanru jo sumay bel kelly & i ate at kelly's hse downstairs & the food there's quite nice haha. cabbed home with sumay & jo after that (:

haven't been studying the whole damn day today & i actually brought the joyluckclub book out for nothing :/ oh, & i happen to read 2 person's blog. one, damn emo kind. the other, damn happy go lucky. whalao, make me feel damn confused kinda feeling. like, when you read the emo person's blog, you'll think of those stuffs that makes you sad, then when you read the other's blog, you'll feel like life's supposed to be lived happily. damn it, stupid ass. i'm being so random!

weiling sent me so many lit notes & i printed out almost 30 pages i suppose! haha. read till i go blind or till my mind go blank :/

priscilla is small pig, sumay is big pig & i'm medium pig! :D so predictable lah, who else can be big pig other than sumay?! whole life eat & sleep, BEST! haha. okay, she's so gonna kill me.

where is she, where is she
where is this beautiful girl?

because you live ;

maths test was horrible :/ its a for sure fail thing haha. i think the burping thing in class was so funny! :D mrs shankar is like, loud hailer! whalao, she whole day like to screammm right into my ears & i think i may go deaf soon, haha. stayed back to do maths & realised no one in my class actually handed up, damn it. ate alottt with ngsumay the pig & priscilla :D left for esplanade library to study. managed to settle down & do maths but, got restless & all & started talking about people in school! haha. then, juli came & she tried to do some trick with cards & she failed! haha! ngsumay the pig gone mad & lose her senses :/ went makansutra for dinner :D okay, i didn't know that place actually existed & just got to be as suaku as priscilla, haha! bet she's gonna kill me :/ watched fireworks after that, & i think this time's different! haha. kinda nice lah, haha. home later (:

if i don't mean at all to you, i don't wish to waste my efforts anymore.

i did, i do & i will (:

went popular in the morning to look for geog books & got ss & amaths instead, haha. sophia came over (: okay, my brother got a shock when he saw her :/ since 330 till 6, she was at the first page of joy luck club, haha! i tried to study, so just did some notes for geog haha. chess came! wha, i feel like a million volts light bulb please. tskk! finally managed to get out of house then, cabbed to town. met lyanne & jo (: ate pepper lunch, sumay & juli came too. wanted to go meridien for pool but went level 8 instead. too many ppl, so level 9 haha. watched final destination 3 again! didn't catch the ending the other time. & i think the tanning salon part is so funny! haha! hope there'll be final destination 4 :D walked to meridien & they ate. played some straw thing with chua ke ai & she was being an ass lah, haha. home with sihui sumay & xinni (:

so get back to where we lasted
just like i imagined
i could never feel this way ;
so get back to the disaster
my heart's beating faster
holdin on to feel the same ;

everything i knew was a lie, without you

supposed to have clique outing today ): but laura left halfway & vinee couldn't make it.

went school meet sophia & the rest in the morning, after a while wanru & kelly came. met gerri then went town together (: walked to far east, but the shop haven't open. so, walked to scotts then to taka to find them. back to far east again to find her shoes, haha. then, she went centre point & i went heeren ): hurr. celine & laura was there already & we decided to go mos for lunch, haha. okay, something happened there & i don't wish to say what is it :D sophia came then, to cine level 9 (: watched 'the urban legend' & 'final destination 3', can you imagine two horror shows together, hahaha. the way the girl in fd3 died was so gruesome, whalao ):

cabbed to esplanade for fireworks. whalao, the whole stretch of the bridge was so bloody crowded & its like stucked! there's this super loud person keep asking us to use our 'power' to push the crowd, & we don't even know her haha. but, she's funny lah hahaha. got stucked for about half an hour then, stood next to fullerton & watched (: it was so pretty lah, haha. home after that.

when you stay close, nothing else matters. you stood out among the crowd & thats how i met you. when i look into your eyes, i knew that you're the one & no one else come closer.

you will always be my boo (:

peel fresh blackcurrent makes me (:

sat;
stayed home whole afternoon like wha, first time, haha. then, church with sophialee (: after that, town to meet lyanne sumay & priscilla. lyanne was so poor thing! haha! ate at mos, then to meridien for pool, haha. sumay you cheated! i don't care! :D lyanne & priscilla were so funny! haha, played the pushups thing & all (: kelly came for a while, then went marina square with sumay & lyanne. supposed to get drink from that stupid monster, but she haven't buy! then they ate ice cream at this place, don't exactly know the name haha! cabbed home with them after that (: & i didn't catch the fireworks ):

sun;
wha, stayed home the whole day, can you imagine how boring can it be? haha. watched a show my mum introduced & it was kinda nice but, gross at some parts lah, haha. walked around bugis with her after that.

today;
had cadburyboost to keep me awake for school! :D eng was stupid lah okay, damn it. wanru banged sumay's head against the dustbin during recess! haha! :D & that caused sumay to mix up everyone's nick name, haha. the way wanru laugh is damn hilarious & she just don't want to change it, ugh! trng after school ): thought it was just games, but did quite alot instead. then, went town with sophia to get her stuffs & met up with chess & anissa. chess wanted to kill me, cos we made her wait so bloody long, haha. girlfriend came, talked again haha. toys r'us for a while then, home (:

must must must catch fireworks on wed, no matter what. & hope i could watch it with you (:

you got me drowning in tears of memories,

maths today was (: cos there's muffins to keep me awake, haha. lit was funny, the way mrs shankar talk is so hilarious :D physics test after recess & tan didn't come, so some teacher took over & she kept trying to be funny but not funny, haha! went hall for some talk during assembly :/ sat with sumay's class again, but this time didn't play thumb war ): haha.

stayed back with sophia, wanru, stephcarol after school. okay, talked about things again & said some jokes :D not funny become funny haha. waited for chess, then went karen's house. i hate her dog! ): it started chasing me around since i stepped into the house :/ sumay called, then went town (: met maple tan ding ding that stupid ass who haven't met me since i don't know when, haha. wanted to play pool but, was in school uni so yeah ): walked to new cathay ben & jerry's (: listened to people sing haha. & sumay & i kept making guesses about the girl's bung friend, haha. she looked jealous lah, cos the girl was singing with some other bung :/ but the other was better haha. sumay told me to blog about this, & she eyecandied that person, hurr. that girl's pretty but, kinda weird, haha. oh, & the new urban male there is so small! sumay the king of bung was so lonely & bored cos she got no messages, & she started taking my phone to msg herself! wha, beat that man! sumay, not bad huh :D

i think my hand's getting better (:

thinking of the times we had makes me (:

i wake up, only to find myself in this bloody scene

ran 2.4 today & our whole class's timing was daaamn screwed up ):
went holland with sumay sihui vinee & kelly (: essential blue. studied a while there & completed my compo, haha. then, to crystal jade with wanru. talked & all then went to find sumay & sihui. fondue! :D after that, walked to sihui's hse. i think sihui's class is damn funny, esp all the funny words they come up with, wha can kill, hahaha. cabbed to tiong with girlfriend then home (: was getting high in the cab & freaked her out, hahaha! okay, don't wish to go into details, haha.

this show on channel 55 is daaamn freaky, the guy is like so in love with the girl & he gets so weird & stuff :/ she's so paranoid! hahaha! :D

materialistic woman.

nothing seems more perfect than the someone i can't have ;

i'm sick of the songs in my zen already ):

school was alright lah. disected the pig's heart today & our group got the largest heart! :D sophia can go be surgeon already lah, haha! lucky thing, i didn't faint :/ had trng after sch & it felt so weird without the sec4s & chuajiarui the irritating monster, haha! okay, don't feel like saying anymore.

forget the world ouside,
its finally you & i

i don't like school today ): feeling damn tired & shag all over & even did gym during recess. with mabel, chuyin & jiarui. i need to wear a damn hairband from tmr onwards for i don't know what reason! whalao. first, you wanted it to be long, then you want hairband, ugh! anw, had pbl presentation after school & then, to rajahinn! :D ate with chess, sophia, vinee & limsingh haha. vinee doesn't know how to eat properly & she needs tissue paper all over her! haha! they amuses me (:

oh, & wanru's birthday was fun :D played at sumay's hse & there's this guy who pissed us off there, haha. watched this powerpoint made by olivia & its nice (: took many pictures & all, then went town after that. okay, i'm lazy to type.

okay, chose obs lumut instead, haha. doubt he'll allow me to go also :/


you left me drowing in the tears of memories.
& ever since you've gone,
i found it hard to breathe
cos there's just so much your heart couldn't see.

i'll be on the road again, like it used to be the other day
someone makes me whole again for sure,
i find another you.

the thoughts of you, just fade away.