Flying oh flying, up high high.

Ran for 7 rounds. Not non-stop, my stamina's like crap. Two of the Crescentians recognised me, but I don't :/ Mahjong, maybe tmr? I hope so! with NT & JY, (:

Bobby's jokes are suuperrr -.- But crap, they're funny.

Split split split cam! come on baby, why don't you have flashhhh? grr.

I hope robot's doing well. she's so fly, I can die.
:D

If I'd only come and gone,
Then we wouldn't face this long and painful righting of the wrong.

Spent the day with Wolly & Monster, (: GW centre, O.O I meant city. Zouk's flea market. The pop cam was so calling out for me, I want it so badlyyyyy. Left there without getting even a button of a shirt. Pack pack packed. Cine for ddr & para, again Haha. We do have a life. Starbucks & talked 2 hours away. I felt disgusted at guys the whole afternoon after hearing about them. No no movie, but the slaps did me good.

She's off to camp tomorrow No more dead robot, get active get active!
I miss you.

Me:" I shld go eat, like a pig. & fart, like a nut."
She:" show me a nut that can fart I will turn into a peanut."
:D

I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson you have to learn.
I won't forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wish I'd never see.

&, Thankyou for lying to me.
The good times we had, you can have them back.

We two as one.


I think msn emoticons amuses me, not think but I think they do. Slept at 5, awake at 1. Got ourselves done up by 4pm. Headed to Suntec for donuts. Self-entertainment back to townnnnn, with chocolate filled fingers, haha. DeeDee-arrrr with Stacy & gf. Evelina was there, but I guess she didn't believe in trying for the first time. We played ParaPara after, whoohoo first & not only time. Passed all 10 stages minus 1. Wheelock to drool over Onitsuka Tiger after, I knew I dread being home. I love Wolly too, (:

We were suffering from dylexia. We spotted a Mini Pooker, but actually its not.

Zouk flea market tmr, probably to Queensway before that.


Me : " Jr loves yoggi too, haha"
Wanru : " Omg, WHO'S YOGGI?!"
I want Venezia's yoggi...............

jia rui says:
CJR SWR.. aiya why your name is not JKR
jia rui says:
hahahha
Joy says:
haha Joy Kuan Rolling.

hello Mer & Char, the creator of "rolling". oh, & did I mention I bumped into Mer yesterday, (:

Don't try to put it off, as if you know me.
Because to me, you're just another Going Go Gone..

I agree so much with Bel. They come & go. There's no point in stressing.

Its 12.31am...................
Dan's going ECP, with Danial & all I wanttt ): & maybe I should.
okay bye.

Robotic Robot, Jobot loves.

Met ruii- at Suntec Convention for Body Shop sale. zomg, the queue to pay takes forever, she dropped whatever she took & headed to town. Threadless! (: Toto met us after then Wanru. I'm lazy to say exactly what we did. I swear my gf's damn funny, I love her laughter. its contagious. I'm at her place now, I hate staying at home.

okay, out for supper now. Chinaaatown.

/edit.
back. she's fast asleep I can't sleep. its 4am, I feel like listening to Gwen Stefani. I feel like saying random rhymes to people. I just said one to Michelle Wong that day I like her smile. I've found a new interest, I love the wee hours of the morning. You'll feel you own the whole world.
I think running is productive. Procrastinating became my habit, I said to clear my Mount Everest table since last year.
If only OZ became my new place..
I can put down this coincidence beared.
I can leave unnecessary emotions behind.
I can avoid unwanted misunderstandings.
I can make you feel happier.
I can, start afresh.
if only, it all came true & happen now.

Trust me, its not on purpose.
Fighting a losing battle from the start, wasn't intentional.
Going against the odds, Ending up unexpectedly
hurting. Could it be a mistake?
Say it isn't so, Yet I know it is.

Your words hurt, even
You don't understand me.
Tell me Why.

I forgot my camera today I forgot something else as well. I need to get my City Glam as soooooon as my bank permits me They're not producing it anymore. CK Be smelt like powder. FarEast cheats. I'm crazy for this girl. o.o

Hi I'm Joy and I am a big fat HILARIOUS PIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stop pondering.
Its you.

Hehehe, Hello Joyjoy. We are currently waiting for the Builder to come down and we are zi-highing to the max. I can't believe I actually bought the extension for us to use our adaptors ._. Lame shizz. Haha. Okay anyway, your fav pic I know I know so here hahaha.

Eight to none.

The birthday boards, the photo frames, the endless pictures, the unforgettable laughters, the fading memories, the cherished moments, the heaps of fun.

They're never gonna happen again.

& ;

27th Nov got me reaped.
My world collapsed.
Everything fell apart.

I can give you all you ever wanted,
if you just say you love me.

Met Joyceh at Blessed for mass today, (: good start. I just feel sinful for not attending mass for so long. PS after to catch Slam with Toto. other than some guy, we were the only ones in the theatre -.- quite a nice show but the camera man lacks skills. Jiarui came after then Wanru. headed to my place straight away, I was so lazy to travel to Funan to get lappy fixed. Lam came too! (: we somehow had a party cause Dan's friends were here too. Toto played Mahjong with his friends later, while we caught 9:56, again. Lam loves my pooh, haha. walked out for dim sum after with them & we had a free worm & some leaves as appetizer, haha! we were Ggs for an hour, whats new. they left, & I'm sttttiiiiillllllllllllll waitinggggggg for Dan & all to come back. drinks! (:

I hate flu, my voice's changing, I get tired easily I feel grumpy I feel sad.
SAD.

DAN'S BACK, OKAY BYE!


live up to my name,

When you look me in your eyes,
I find my paradise.

I can't get my ass to Perth, fuck. I really can't stand staying here for this period of time, I've been feeling worse.

Parents are off to Batam tomorrow, (: guess there'll be a party going on. both mine & Dan's friends are coming over, whoooo. I managed to borrow mahjong tiles from my grandma just now, imagine tomorrow without tiles, mad. I had Long Beach just now, (: food was just okay. my throat makes everything taste bad to me. I hateeeee sore throats.

I think I'm gonna be with Dan the whole time my parents are away. which means, going out with his friends on Sat. weird but, hopfully fun.

Lam's coming tomorrow! haha haven't seen her for ages.

Mass tomorrow, finally.

Rorororororororo, I miss you.

Hearts all over the world tonight,

I think I'm the smartest human alive. I just slot in my Memory stick Duo into the laptop & it got stuck wayyyyyyy inside, I can't take it out now. but, they stated so clearly that I can slot it in too! grrr, feels weird now, like there's a time bomb in my laptop, haha. Bel laughed like mad when I told her it got stuck, Nobel's the best she didn't know that there's such thing as slotting the memory card into the laptop -.- & my cousin kept saying " call the techinician ".

my phone has no pictures or songs now, I'll just have to stare at my Eva Longoria, (:

now I have another thing to worry. I don't have the freaking time to wait at home for the techinician to come! I have freaking work, I pray he'll go to Suntec for me, haha.

dad's a psycho now again.........

bye.

Like Toy Soldiers.

yesterday:
Met Toto at Tampines Mall for Step Up 2. nice show overall with good dances, (: supposed to go her friend's place for mahjong but decided not to, so headed home instead. Met TaiJoyceh at bugis at night then town. she saw Jiarui the day before outside Cine & I was with Jr, but she didn't see me, -.- seriously haha!

today:
Work was hectic! I tried to catch a min's sleep & its just impossible. headed to NP after work to get my lappy. As my dearest mummy haven't been to Holland Village before, I've decided to be a filial child & bring her there. okay, actually my motive is to meet up with Nobel Wanru & Bel, (: I can't wait for this Friday, I wanna play mj.

& haha, viwawa has Wahjong. haven't tried that but I doubt I'll understand how to play, haha.

Monsterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Roro, :D

Be friends, & fall in love.

My jab hurts, okay which jab doesn't hurt. Went SATA this morning again, with Sam. She's just dying to eat the porridge at Chinatown. Headed to NP after to meet Jiarui. Checked out the lappys there & I was so tempted to just purchase it but didn't. Cabbed to town to meet Toto cause we were late, haha. Mc came for a while then left. Had Coffee Beannie then to Tanah Merah. guess what, back to the chalet -.- some birthday thing lah. played some game there & I won many tokens, my mum was so excited, haha. she played Daytona with me, & she was reverse-driving cause she don't know how to u-turn, haha!

you chose to end this, Idk what you want. one moment, you complain about me complaining too much to you, another you said you'll be there. she made everything worse, too bad. I'll try to be less soft-hearted. bye, you.

So cliche.

I fell asleep, drank coke, & ate diet bar during work today. time pasts fast today. went to Dempsey's then Bugis to meet Tca. I seriously thinks ah lians have this very funny mindset. her "ah lian" friend is hilarious. met her friend, they went Fabulous Tan I went home.

I think some human is hilarious. TRY to reason, scold, bitch but chose to hide it. & I think English is a very important language normal humans need to learn. I mean, at least learn basic spelling? ha.

Stop & stareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

We just stopped,
stopped due to stupidity.

I just learnt how to play mahjong. its really addictive. we came up with stupid rules & couldn't figure out how to game, haha. Macs delivery is retarded. we had to order minimum of 21 bucks but our order hit 20.80 & they refuse to allow it cause we're 20 freaking cents short. Grey's is addictive too, haha. we watched the same episode again & again, Patrick Dempsey is so hot & as usual Wanru's living in denial thinking he's hers, haha! kidding, (:

I got accepted for Psb.

I just got back not long & I have to go to work at 2pm. I'm freaking deprived of my sleep.
supposed to stay at -'s place tonight, but having second thoughts now :/

My boo,

I had dinner at 12 freaking am today.
I'm gonna be 5 kg fatter.
its 2:35am ( not on purpose ) & I'm talking to Swr & I'm gonna pack my bag for tmr.
I think VB & EL are like Swr & Jk.
I'm :D cause I just got myself a Tommy polo.
I'm meeting Rachelsng tmr!
I'm craving for yoghurt.

expected outcomes, sudden back outs.
I can't be bothered, no more.

I don't know you anymore,

Sata in the morning for check up. Thanks Monster, for coming with me & waiting for 2 over hours. Trained to Sengkang after then back. I've got an internal bleed now, I HATE injections since forever. Joycelynn Goh Taitai came over just now, (: she was happy she had her beancurd. watched My wife is a gangster 3 & had a good laugh, haha. she just left not long & I'm gonna watch my shows now, (:

Long Beach tomorrow, right? & & I found some bbq wholesale thing, fucking cheap. okay, not really Idk. checking out tomorrow with Csh, (:

I need to go to God's house soon. I wish this family wasn't so corrupted.. seriously,

I came across this book " Why Can't I Forgive You? " it makes sense just reading the back of the book, its a Christian book by the way. they were saying, how can you get on with your life when the hurt you feel, the anger, the need for revenge burns a hole in your heart, not to mention your soul, in your every sense of being? I guess, forgiving is really just giving hate a little space in your heart. Esther mentioned it before. & I'm feeling so much of it for a long time.

What will happen if everyone owns a time machine? ask yourself, which part of your life you've lived, will you want to live it once again?
2 years back..

Once upon a time there was light in my life,
now its only love in the dark.

Tickling sensation,

I almost fall asleep during work this afternoon. Boss treated my cousin & I to Delifrance. I think the pasta there is not worth the cost. anyway, went to town after work to meet the rest. & I met Esther for a very very short while, (: I hate it when she wears heels I feel short & uncomfortable. she's flying off again to Sydney, good place good food good people good shopping good entertainment good environment, haha. after that, caught The Unseeable (?!) at L9. I haven't been there since a nong nong time ago..

Bloooooooood test tomorrow then Sengkang to create Singpass?! mad.
I would appreciate if they can prick my finger instead, haha.

I want ChompChomp.

oh there's this weird flu going around in HK. so people, refrain from going there! haha.
I wanna go for Maroon 5 concertttt..........................

Nicer picture!

Teardrops on my guitar,

lunched alone today, cause Mark couldn't wake up. boss said she's buying me lunch tomorrow! & I love my cousin, I always see food on my desk every morning, (: there's this damn gay guy in the office, joke of the day haha. went over to Haji Lane to look for PriscillaEr. & I saw Phy haha! okay anyway, we were supposed to walk to Suntec for the IT fair but I was too lazy & I had pain on the right so we walkedddd back to my place, she left for home then. caught up quite a bit, (:

I have to damn it take a blood test for my course, & I hateeeee blood test. okay but with Yum Cha after that, much better haha.

I need to sleep.

I hope that however long I'm gonna wait, it will pay off.

her stupid heels kept trying to dirty my pants,
so she got angry & decided to take a picture with it.

hello.
I was about to burst out laughing,
Merrrrrrrrrr,
(:
Family portrait, I look reluctant.

Cause everything inside, it never comes out right.

& when I see you cry, it makes me wanna die.

I love work today. I had nothing to do for close to 2 hours & I read most of the news on the newspaper, even if its uninteresting & I played with rubber bands & read through my enrollment letter for 1 hour & attempted to play solitaire on the computer. I just realised that cranberries are yummy, (: had some disgusting thai food this afternoon now I don't really crave for TE anymore. Nobel was so cute, she text to tell me she knows the answers to the short forms, haha. okay, Csh just text me to tell me that too, haha :D

after work, I met Mer & Char! had dinner at some Waraku place, I remember that cause I kept saying it in a weird way, haha. Sat outside Macs at Marina & took many peektures. headed home early becauseeeee they have school..

I'm peeling so badly I need to soak myself in moisturiser. its so itchyyyyyyy....

due to the sudden break down of my speakers since last year, I had to listen to songs from my phone through the speakers. I want a laptop sooooooooooon :O I like this smiley.

You're the best other half,

I'm currently loving my new job, its quite slack today & the colleagues there are funny. especially the 70 year old ah ma, she's more than just an ah ma, she's strong, haha. so, someone abandoned me during lunch time cause she didn't wake up & she's none other than Sophia Lee. had a quick lunch then grabbed newspaper back to read. lunch tomorrow with my cousin & boss, cooool.

I don't quite know how to get all the registration done for the enrollment. I'm quite irritated because I have to go for medical check ups which my course required. & I can't view the kind of notebooks on sale online & Idk when can I take time off to do the check up. now that I can't take leave as & when, I'm only left with weekends. & I still feel that crankyness whenever I think of my course, but I know I'll kinda regret if I chose Psb, hurr shoot me.

I need to shoppppp, but Perth comes first definitely, (:

I want TE, dtf, xlb, & cj. go decipher haha.

I need to get the basics right,

new job tomorrow. not really looking forward to it, but yet I am because apparently the pay's much higher. I hope Sophia can meet me for lunch tomorrow, haha.

met up with the rest at Esplanade after work, then walked to Suntec. they ate, & I left. I've never felt so fed up for a long time, & because of that I walked back home from Suntec. I took 32 mins altogether. thanks Monster, for cheering me up & keeping me company. I will share share with you, haha.

I wanna go for Incubus concert, damn. & Maroon 5, haha reminds me of sec 1.

I can't believe myself today, for what I actually felt & did & thought.
I wish selfishness didn't exist.

Can't you see?
I'm falling for you,

suddenly, I lost the mood to blog.
I need to stop living in a fickle manner, I need to start making decisions. but nothing seems to be progressing be it studies or whatsoever. I need to get her back in my life, then I won't be so wrong. so many new faces, but my heart finds its way back to you.

the only thing that made me (: today is the xlb at DinTaiFung.

Nobel & I were self high-ing just now.
Nobel: my lj is like so stagnant.
Me: huh then mosquitoes will start breeding!
Nobel: omg, no wonder I have mosquito bites.
-.- haha!

5 years to 28 years, I'll get your back.

Love me for a reason,
& let the reason be love.

the air con's very noisy..

I'm peeling badly, maybe very badly tomorrow, :/

anyway, bbq today was great. just that I had tummy ache, haha. people I haven't seen in ages were there too, & now I have to worry about the chalet. I don't think many are staying for the 2nd night. so people, please ask your dear parents NOW & stay its the March hols so you all have no school/work. blah.

oh, I saw Rachel & XYZ today, (:
met up with Joycelynn & Leisha before that. there's some free coke distribution thing outside Wisma & it sucks cause it has NO SUGAR. weird. so, Sophia called & said they have something very important for me to do.. which is to collect more coke for Wanru -.- but, we collected so much that the paper bag broke & we had to put it in Chuyin's hiking bag. I wonder who was the smart ass to suggest putting in a paper bag. I think she's Sophia. & I so certainly don't harbour such brilliant ideas, haha.

no peeektures today, I really don't know why.

I guess I'm staying in ECH in NP, wahaha. no, not confirmed. okay, Idk. but, I registered for Psb! hurr so stressed. if only lah, if onlyyyyyyyyyy................. I studied harder.

I wish there's a lane 23,
it will so belong to us :D