The special two,

stayed over at Sumay's last night (: did a bit of Bio, wanted to start with Maths but fell asleep! haha supposed to go cycling too but everyone just slept, hurr. so much for midnight studying for me! over to Sam's place for a while then home early. cousin's flight changed to 8pm so slept the whole afternoon :/ okay off to the airport Nowww laters!

y.o.u s.u.c.k, n.o.t

Another safe bet,

training was alright & now changes are made. good & bad, oh well hopefully things go right. anyway, went Kelly's place after school today & we were supposed to study -.- damn it I feel lazy. Met Sam at Central after that, wanted to go back to Kelly's place but my legs brought me to the bus stop instead. I want very very very badly to go Sumay's place to study overnight againn! then, I'll start doing my Maths & stop sleeping. Almost everyone's blog talks about prelims coming damn soon & O levels & stuff so I shan't be one of them. relax people study smart! (as if I am :/ ) rahhhhhhhhh laters.

Hi CRK, your msg this morning made my day & thanks for always being there.
LOVE YOU!


Dear You,
my favouritest.

I'll be there as soon as I can,
but I'm busy mending the broken pieces
of the life I had before ;
before You.



had a rather long day today, but it was Great (: met Gracia in the morning for some survery for her final year project, went to Sam's after. Claud came then breakfast. cabbed with her to Nick's place then back to Marina to meet gf. Millenia walk to meet Joycelynn & Pris at Starbucks. Gerri came then did the interview thing, listening back to the recordings make me laugh. Joyce & Pris left, Gerri talked to her Macbook so I read For One More Day. Vinee Wanru Bel came then left for Kenny Rogers. 7 were there, I'm :D enough. had good old talks at Mos again, I love. home at 10 ):

okay PICTURES next time, stupid photobucket.




your smell's so defined,
& I find myself still stutter
when I'm talking to you.

No I don't understand what I'm going through,
there must be a plan that led me to you.

I've been training for 2 consecutive days, okay not a big deal but I'm really worn out. trng on thurs was 300x2 & 200x2, stomach cramp cause I did too many crunches(?!) at a time, hurr. today's was basically relay, training the C div & 200 plus 150x2. it was a killer cause the timing was bad, oh well. yes we need you, but don't get too complacent. how many times you turned us down not turning up? its a damn TEAM effort.

Hi I'm meeting Gracia tmr at 930am! hurr its so early but well, haven't seen or talk to her since she graduated which mean 2 years! hmm. meeting joycelynn & pris to study too! oh yes, Gerri too! haha, go joycelynn's blog, my drawing's so Pretty! RIGHT. okay off to meditate, haha nah sleep lah. laters (:


Remember we used to laugh & say,
no one understood our way.
& how it was sitting at the rocks,
chatting till our hearts content.

):

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for.

Hi, training today over to gf's place then town :/ so today's GIRLFRIEND'S DAY! happy 1st, wahahaha (: walked around to look for her stuffs then met Claud. & I finally got to see Gerri after 23 years (: haha. I've got blisters I think my havainas is mean. Meridien for dinner then Cathay with the gf then home. Wood Would got pretty assisstants, haha but not very friendly. Random.


the baby who made me fall ): but he's fucking cute!










wanru: omg I feel like eating the pillar.
:D

LOVE YOU GF!

I don't blame you for being you,
but you can't blame me for hating it.

Hi world ): today's quite alright. accompanied Sam to her tuition's place, & I had to rot 1hr30min waiting for her. guess what I did? sit down get a drink ate ruffles & stared at chem book & not forgetting Quadropop, hurr. headed to serene centre after that, Macs then rented My girl (: her place to watch it, its kinda sad at some parts & the boy's fucking cute, haha. bla bla then town to meet Claud & Trico. usual walking around, saw a GREY top I like at topman ): then homeeee.

finally training tmr, I'm looking forward cause I'm starting to feel fat, damn. okay, Bye worldddd.


That red nano,


You said you'd keep me honest,
but I won't call you on it.

I'll take care of you,


I hate staying at home, cause basically I do nothing but sleep eat watch tv & more comp. didn't date the books today so I'm going to Now ): its 12.21 am though & I just had Chocolates (: fattening, yes but I have trainings to help haha. I'm quite happy cause itunes is being less bitchy & I get new songs haha. oh, & I hate my keyboard, its hard like fuck & my fingers are tired :/ damn, I want to go Australia after Os & rot my ass off there with my cousin, haha. its been almost 10 years since I've been there. dad & mum are going cruise in their own world then, they refuse to take us along, rahhh. okay off now yo!

gf, whatever it is don't bother about what others say cause it only sours relationships. lead your own life in whichever way you want to others have no say. you know I'll always be here (: & your 4 in the morning's coming, sorry limewire isn't working on that, haha. LOVE YOU!


joy: cheer up joycelynn!
joycelynn: I'm going cheers now to drink 7 up.
-.- seriously, L birthmark, hahaha :D

quite a few days ago,
sumay & I saw this woman who's fucking skinny, so we talked about her ancestors being toothpicks. then,
sumay: yeah my ancestors were pigs, then can't evolve fully to humans so this describes Me(points to herself).
HAHAHA! sumay you know I still love you :D


I remember how it was,
when its all about you.

Here we go for the hundredth time,
hand grenade pins in every line.
Throw them up & let something shine,
going out of my fucking mind.


Hi people, today's kinda greattt. hmm, met Claud & Trico in town then LJS, they ate. Aly & Vinee came after then here & there, Lvl 8 for pool (: its been long since I played, haha. okay maybe not very long, hurr. rot for a while outside Cine then home for dinner. Went Marina Square, Cafe Cartel for dinner with the relatives & first time I got to chat with my cousin's bf, he asked about Shrek 3 -.- & fantastic 4 so retarded, haha. anyway, pork ribs there are nice & the rest simply suck. saw SarahPeh too & she called me even though she's just 10 foot away from me, haha! yeah left early to meet Joycelynn & Liwei. caught up with lovepeh & yeah. town after that cause some tai tai needs Jap milk tea :/ it started pouring like doughnuts & chocolates. & I got shelter from some stranger? on the way home, haha.

okay I need to print pictures for Eileen Chai's board, but I can't find much pictures & that sucks. hurr anw, Hi Claud don't be ): okay, you've got your friends so cheer up! your life will still go on perfectly fine & healthy, whooo (: loveeeeeeeeeee!

I love Acceptance, omg new found love ((:

/edit

OMG joycelynn goh taitai! you're sooooo dead, I'm gonna enlarge your retarded picture HERE tomorrow! HURRRRR idiot!

Tell myself, on the ride home
Getting tired, hating all that I've known.
Holding on, like its all I have
Count me out, when its clear that I find it hard to say
& you, find it hard to care.

& I don't wanna speak these words,
cause I don't want to make things any worse.


so, gf was telling me about butch hunt & it sounded fun. rahhh. anyway, training today again timing wasn't good but well, Sam & Jiarui came down! its been gazillion years since I last saw Jiarui, haha. island creamery after that then homeee ):

tanning tmr or studying? hurr, mocks sucks today cause whatever I studied didn't come out, so much for waking up at 510 right, Sam haha. & I realise I haven't been spending time with Sophialee, see who's the busy one now :/


thinking about stuffs lately, I guess sometimes people hide themselves too well. but No, not all the time. I know these are not sweet nothings but what really lies inside, are things that you think can hide well. its just like your presence is here, but your heart's somewhere. I wanna believe everything I can, cause now thats the only way things work. we laugh we talk we cry we shout we fight, well I guess if not for the bad times the good ones won't seem so great (:

Imagine me & you, I do.


Hi, I just know that I really can't train anymore but well, I'm just going for it cause its the last few trainings already & its just gonna be damn wasted, hmm. another round tmr, kinda looking forward to it, haha.

Friendster sucks, everything disappeared hahaha.

&, I miss you ):


I would love to,
but I know its not gonna happen.

Yes, I played that song on purpose.
Sing along people.


traininig yesterday was :D everyone was there & we had a great time laughing at PREECE! there's an art piece of rach drawn up on ms eileen's board, haha! headed to vivo after trng, ms eileen was treating ben & jerry's. talked about old times & ghostly encounters in school, haha it was the funniest when it comes to rach lah. home around 8 plus.

Lets see, i need to do productive studying today but my brain's not very helpful right now ):

A fool is what it takes,
too bad I'm not.

Hi Claud! lets go take more 'sexy' pictures with skin alright! get well soon don't go out if you're sick okay, haha. love you!


you play & see what you get.

Hi I miss you.


over to BD's house this morning & studied a little. jane & rachelng came then watched L word! left around 5 plus to meet Alicia & Claud (: walked to cine to meet Phy, look Vinee I'm not lying, haha! cabbed to Haji after that, they shopped a while then settled somewhere for shisha. Camwhored for damnnn long then the place grew stuffy, left at 10 plus. pictures up soon! haha.

Claud please take care! <3

rahhhhhhhhhhhh, fucked up place to be in everyday.

maybe thats a sign.

Plain simplicity.


finally there's no school this week till thurs, cause then its mocks :/ this really suck. hurr & doubt we'll be going Play tonight cause its only claud & I, hahaha. I mean we may join others but oh well, going out with Alicia instead! okay off to showerrrrrr (:

Hi omggg, I just remembered tmr's trng is in school & that sucks cause that means I have to travel furtherrr ): rahhh everyone better turn up. your absence, not only sacrificing yourself but the team as well. hmm.

haha, the quiz!

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


I turn back time, to make you mine.
& find a way back to your heart.

& know that everything you do,
I do it for you.


Hi, Marina Square today with Sam & Joycelynn! studied chem only cause Goh taitai was being retarded. Joycelynn & I walked to Candy Empire & we saw some modelling thing going on, & the guys were changing backstage & she totally stared with her eyes wide opened, hahaha! hmm okay lah kidding. Suntec after that, SarahPeh came then to soupspoon for dinnerrr. Esplanade then town with Joycelynn then homeee (:


How about Little Miss Clumsy?


Walk the shore of life & don't be frightened,
every corner turned, You'll see me there.
Call my name reach out my hand,
let me know, I'll understand your grievance.

If I could dim the lights in the mall
& create a mood I would.
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room,
I would.


I don't really like moodswings, who likes anyway. Oh well, X-ray today & holy the results are only coming out tmr, haha. I guess its just tearing of the ligament? :/ town after that to meet Sam & Charleeene (: hmm, met Claud at night then joined her friends for a while.


Hi,
Whispers, Hello I miss you quite terribly.
):


Maybe we still have this something we can't forget.
No matter how hard we fight it,
ending up realising how stupid it is.
This scene's playing too fast, I can't keep up the pace.

When I'm around You, I'm predictable.
Cause I believe in loving you with first sight
I know its crazy but I'm hoping to,
take complete hold of You.


Hi had training today & I swear I cracked my toe, hahaha. Preece didn't believe me & my back really hurts :/ Maybe an X-ray tmr, rahhh. I think my dad was talking to himself haha, & some guy totally came to my place & filled my damn room with smoke. Now everything in the room's gonna stink, haha. Hi, I can't wait for sushi tomorrow :D

oh, & did i mention I went to swr's place today & Randall's so fucking cute haha :D I love it when he laughs.

Off to watch incredible tales then prison breakkkkk (:

take care sophia lee, hmm.

CHAOS?

I've seen it all,
& its never enough.
It keeps leaving me needing you.

I spent my entire day from 11 onwards with Mer, tell me about it Of course I suffered haha! we practically walked the whole freaking town but here & there to study, haha. I fell asleep at Starbucks for 1 hr & she did only 3 questions -.- I'm the first person she went Cathay with, haha! how suaku can Mer get. home at 6.

2 hrs of Physics tmr, I need to bring along my drawing papers & colourpencils, hahaha. & write letter to BD :D


If you just walked away,
what could I really say.
Would it matter anyway,
would it change how you feel.

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?

Hi I love going out with Joycelynn, haha she's damn it lame please? but she makes me (: can you imagine the whole of Saturday with her? hmm.
I saw Charleeene today! (: over to PS & studied with Sam. arcade for a while then walk over to taka. Subway for dinner then home.


I think you're damn cute,
take me along?

Baby I will wait for you,
if you think I'm fine that ain't true.


Hi I'm at Cathay Starbucks with Joycelynn! (: We have nothing to do & lazy to study. I want potato salad! ): & I think Norbit's funny, yeah I'm slow haha. okay back to study, byeeee!


JOYCELYNN IS MY IDOL!
EVERYONE LOVE HER
SHE ROCKS. AHHAHA
SHE'S SUPER DUPER ULTRA COOLIO LIKE THE BEN &JERRY'S PHISH FOOD!
OH YEA. ROCKER SIAZXZXZ
-self proclaim-er



Hi I love BD.

Is this just the beginning?
Or is this coming to an end?


firstly, I'm sorry You, for raising my voice for no reason. actually there is, but its stupid lah so just forget it. maybe I'm really not good enough for you, oh well.


was almost late for orals today, rushed like mad & was there on time. waited in school for damn long, then over to gf's place. that's where I got my back & knee injured :/ headed to vivo to meet Mer & Char with Sophia (: the first time four of us are out, caught Shrek 3. not as good as the previous one though. & I swear Char takes 10 years to finish her food, damn it haha. chess came then left soon after so Mer Char & I walked around. town after that to meet Sam, Thai Express & I'm sorry again ):

): I really need the trainings & what a wrong time to get myself injured. rahhh.


I gave it all, gave my best
you couldn't see it.