it was always there, just never spoken


blogger's damn lag :/

this is gonna be random but, i hate sushi tei! ): their sushis are not as nice as sakae's haha! anw, went to celine's church today & i woke up damn early cos she thought mass was at 930 :/ met for breakfast then went church. saw gen there, haha! claud came then walked around & got lost :/ she's so lousy! lead me to the wrong way all the time, whalao still blame me :D didn't get anything from the bazaar in the end (: met sumayyy & chuyin at island creamery then town to meet sophia & michelle & her sis came along :D i seriously didn't know that was her sister until an hour later, haha. holland for sushi tei after that ): vivo after dinner then home! (:

there's chinese lesson tmr & i don't feel like attending ): ltt please, bang head & die.

can we be more than just stage one? ):

tell me why, it ain't nothing but a heartache


i hate it when people tend to break their promises, ugh.

anw, went queensway with sumayyy vinee & celine. came & saw celine with a damn sunglass, got shocked lah haha. vinee got her stuffs for obm then headed to joanne ang's church. the praise & worship session is like so different & it kinda reminded me of last time, haha. walked to town & met michelle ang. heirloom at level 9, that show's rather saddistic & cruel & it suck! sorry michelle, can't go holland with you. another day yeah? wanru & sihui came for a while then home (:

supposed to meet claud for dinner but sorry for last minute changes yeah.

stop breaking your promises, you hate it & so do i.



i want you to know, all my life i've prayed for someone like you & that i'm just glad i found you. there won't be another you, cos you're one in a million (:

<3>

i'll take you to heaven,


playing reversi with claud online now, & i owe her dimsum cos i'm losing ): its unfair cos i just knew how to play! D:

met kelly at vivo today! walked around & bought this top from GAP kids, haha. now i know why people say GAP stuff are like huge & the kids sizes are like my size :D thanks kelly! haha. met singh then went one fullerton to pass gerri her jellybeans (: cabbed to town to meet wanru michelle karen sihui & lam! arcade then sumayyy came. pooled at meridien then red lounge for dinner. level 9 to watch home sweet home. damn it the damn woman is mental & i think the small boy's cute, haha. home after that & i'm late again :/

okay, i'm like winning now cos claud's not concentrating, lousy woman! 27-2, mwahahaha! :D


one, i'll take you out
two, i'll get you down
three, i want your love
four, you know whatsup
five, i'll take you high
six, you're looking fine
seven, i'll take you to heaven (:

look, look a little closer & then shut off.
you should've known this wasn't a truce.
keep taking your cheap shots,
until i'm black & blue.


thanks sarahpeh for your card (:

shouldn't have gone school today, ugh was all about cleaning up classrooms & stuff, oh well. town with limsingh celine & laura after that, then met sumayyy & kelly (: arcade & wanru michelle karen & lam joined us :D they watched the prestige then kelly lam & i sat at level 5 & wasted our time there, haha. home after that, & i think i came home damn early today. 6 plus :/


i don't want to believe in whatever others say, i choose to hear it from you yourself. everything you've said was just a lie, so much for a picture perfect. it doesn't matter if it prolongs a month more. i just want you & nothing else.


this isn't a dream,
this is what you are.

shallow it seems, but i need You here.
from me to You, i know i can't feel a thing.
i won't fight it when You leave.


thankyou to all who wished me today :D
& CHAOS! <3

went to school today & had some party during recess, haha! banded for chinese & i'm all alone ): next year's chinese lesson's gonna be killer :/ anw, towned with sumay & vinee after school, ate at sakae then cabbed to laura's (: okay, it was a surprise bbq though, haha. gerri & claud came for a while then left, sorry about the last min stuffs yeah :/ dim sum :D cabbed to town with sumayyy &amp; kelly after that, met piggg andrea & ruth & thanks pig for the present (: limsingh joined us for movie. watched death note & i think its kinda boring, nsm slept! :D then, homeeeeeeeeee.

thanks CHAOS, for the party & bbq & the boards!
; gerri for the cheesecake!
; priscilla for the wallet & pictures!
; claud for the PICNIC bar!
; mer for the can-turn-milk-to-chocmilk cereals!
; sarahpeh! yet to come present :D

<3>


& if all else fails you can look up at the sky
cos its the same one that shines above You & i,
& if all else fails you can close your eyes
& i'll be right beside you,
i'll be the one by your side.

a subdued silence undisturbed by the sound of your breath.
so carefully, brush your hair back from your eyes
in steady sequence, one by one
You slip away.


yesterday, met sumayyy & kelly at cine. was alone at first at paradiz centre & i'm so going there to play lan next time (: sumayyy called & went over to cine. hkc again then kelly left for tuition. neoprints with sumay! :D pictures on her blog, haha. arcade to play photo hunt & the new machine's cool (: jo came then sihui & lam. pooled at meridien again! paired with lam, & we won :D jo left earlier ): home at 11 plus.

supposed to meet pig today but i guess she's not free :/

i love sumay (:
<3 chaos


so close your eyes & sleep to dream.
i'm by your side, no words to speak
we'll set our course & make it through
no matter how far i go, my heart remains with you.

my heart was jumping for her
my head was spinning in circles.
my tongue was tied ;
i tried, but couldn't find the words.
she had them eyes of fire
the ones you can't put out.
she saw a sucker for loving
& turned my world around.


i think jesse mccartney's songs are nice (:

anw, met wanru yesterday at vivo (: the place's huge but we only went to B2 for candy empire. left after that for town to meet sumay kelly & limsingh. iceage2, & i think that show's boring :/ watched funny videos on youtube in the room & i think is damn hilarious :D then, walked to play pool & i won sumayyyyyyyyyy, haha! oh, michelle ang & cookie joined us. short stick singh! :D michelle & wanru were like having war, haha. headed to heeren for sakae & kelly was being sooo irritating! kelly, go save everything in the world man & please walk home the next time you go out :D haha! after that, went back to vivo. they wanted to watch movie but ended up at the playground, haha. home at around 11 (:

i miss my twin! ): thats random.

chaos <3
pig! :D


i thought you were my fairytale,
my dream when i'm not sleeping
a wish upon a star thats coming true.
but everybody else could tell that i confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me & you.

sunshine.

just so you know


chalet on monday to wednesday (: rushing & last minute but fun. okay, just escape on tues & the fucking haunted house was so funny, haha. town after that then pool. went to look for settlers & i think the police thing was damn -. haha. kelly gone psychotic while playing halo2 lah, & she took video of her killing wanru & sumay :D next day sophia vinee & laura came & we went biking, left after a while with wanru to school. met sumay & kelly again after that. hair cut then home (: i think more details on kelly & sumay's blog.


suppposed to go school with celine this morning haha. but woke up only at 11 ): vivo city then town (:


i wanted you to love me,


i won't forget the way i used to love you

):

drag on no more,

fuck what i said,
i don't need you now


fuck everything thats happening now in my damn life. fuck off since you don't want to be here, just go away i don't wish to see you.

'dream girl' ha, please don't try to fake what you don't feel.
what a joke please.

thought you should know,
i tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to.

yesterday:
met celine vinee sophia & laura at tiong at 11. went opp, wanted to get food then phy & limsingh came. went back to fairprice instead, haha. okay, we bought 90 bucks of food :/ sumay & kelly came then bused to east coast (: played soccer with a damn plastic ball, can't control properly, haha. then, vinee sumay phy limsingh &i walked to look for the kayak place but we supposed its damn far away so, decided to go kneeboarding. i couldn't play :/ its cos of my injury plus some other thing, ugh. anw, watched them play a while then walk back. cabbed to church with sophia after that. then, town to meet priscilla & yeah sorry about what happened. met chuyin for dinner at far east then back to cine to meet sumay phy & limsingh.

celine & kelly came then they ate at yoshi. arcade after that & one of the time crisis machine spoilt, haha. celine & kelly left after a while then we went level 9. played rainbow six at first but can't play 4 players, changed to some airplane game. its damn irritating but addictive :D bloody maria doctor nathan & betty :D okay, thats the character names. so funny. home after that (:

i'm so going east coast next week to play, celine!!! :D

today:
i think mass with my mum later & i want gym! ):



i get high hopes just to discover another relapse.

you came & turned my whole world upside down,


suuuuuumayyyyy! :D her hse's awesome, okay just cos there's food everywhere, haha. stayed over with celine last night & came school together (: checked eng paper today, village after that with wanru sumay & vinee! & guess who i saw? haha :D oh, & jeanette aw was filming there with some other cute actor, haha. girlfriend went - over him! tskk.

east coast tmr (: i love CHAOS. take care.

kelly looks like a CAVEMAN now! whoohooo! :D sexy maniac.


i just don't love you, no more.
you're gone, my fault, i'm sorry.


black & white-.

lets be us again (:

at sumay's hse now & we just ate ): & there's sch tmr, damn.

okay, rode to town just now, wanted to go _ , _ & _'s hse, but nvm forget it. thought wanru they all were there but they went home ): & its not nothing better to do, is cos we're bored (:

& i didn't know buses don't allow bikes on it, damn 174 :D i'm tired.

goodnight world.

lie lie lie,

care less then,
i don't wish to bother.

2:42am (:

hey you :D

i found out smth about my phone that even wanru & sumay's don't have, that is to type strikethrough :D

okay, to ps with chaos & psychic after papers (: many funny things happened but i can't rmb. anw, auditions! chaos album, some say we're mental -. sumay, lead singer yeah! haha! laura left, then sophia chess & vinee. then, walked to taka yoshi with wanru sumay & celine. talked about stuffs & was supposed to study :/ & i only rmb we talked about changing body parts around & its really funny :D celine left with her cousins then home (:

no school tmr & thats good. its unfair, priscilla's got no school on monday & i got two papers ): but, i've got tues off (:

take your sweet lies with you,
i can't afford them.

i don't want to be just your ydnaceye.

cos i wanted to fly, & you gave me wings

ytd:
kap after papers then jo came, haha. sumay's the most spastic person ever please. we went cold storage & she wanted to get half of the watermelon & she asked me to get the one she poked, & now she denies that she said that, whalao liar lah KOB! :D vinee's house after that to study with celine & sumay. home at around 9 plus, i think :D

today, chaos went bowling at safra (: & its like not always all of us can go out together, haha. laura, sophia & vinee left then went town for a while. back to vinee's house & was supposed to study but ended up at cold storage again :/ hung around a while more, then home with girlfriend (:


over my head (: