The time is slow & I'm sinking
Into a hole blackened with lies.
& though I made it myself,
You stand watching as my life passes me by.

The third time, my parents have self proclaim holidays. This time to Perth. I hope they buy me things, I know they won't. Enjoy.

Hello common test, you're tomorrow.

That, alone, inspired me to run. I forgot whats the relay competition.

Struggling with my thoughts
Change the locks inside my head.
Reading between the lines
Of what you say & what you said.

My dinner is so late. I had two eggs today Plus two yesterday, whoo. & Finallyy, productive study today.
I just just just realised something.

We had a good laugh over Madtv Its really funny haha.

Steam steam steamboat tmr.


Hello, I'm tired stop finding faults.

Favourite.


So what now?
Cause my heart is breaking with every word I'm saying,

Holding on, Barely holding on.

I believe, yet not so.

Finally been to Varsity Park. Only the study room not the house. Tomorrow tomorrow.


The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I'm here still waiting though I still have my doubts,
I'm damaged at best, like you've already figured out.

Trying.

Honesty is a hard attribute to find
When we all want to seem like
We've got it figured out.


Happy Birthday, Love.

I'll be loving you, forever.

Time heals, but these scars
Keep on tearing us apart.
Sometimes ending,
is the only place to start.

This is getting to me, only now.
Buck up Buck up.

Strawberry/Pomegranate yoghurt drink (:

Empty.

Burning on, just like a match you strike to incinerate the lives of everyone you know. Came a time, when every star falls. Brought you to tears again. We are the very hurt you sold, & whats the worst you take From every heart you break & like a blade you stain Well, I've been holding on tonight.
Can you hear me Are you near me. Can we pretend to leave & then We'll meet again, when both our cars collide. So long & goodnight So long Not & goodnight.

I'm.Annoyed.Very.Much.
To a point where if an ant is to crawl on my laptop, I'll flip.

Common test is in one week. No textbook? Winner.


Its like getting familiarised with a new environment, all over again.

My decision will be to leave.

You'll always be a part of me,
I'm part of you indefinitely.


The period of time when stress steps in.

None down, two to go. & I'm trying velly velly hardd to get started.
I think its very annoying how I have sooooooo much in mindd to blog on my way home but, forget everything when I'm here sitting down with a not so calmed mind & stressing myself out.
This is crazy.
This is crazy.
This is crazy.

We did relays today which means sprints which means (: what a gooooood feeling.

A table for two.

I'll be fine, you'll be fine
This moments seems so long.
Don't waste now, precious time
We'll dance inside the song.

The last time I met Charleneteo is 19th April & yes today, (: I had yoggi, thankyouu.
Met Charmaine to studyy at Starbucks too. I have photos I have photos. I'm just velly lazy.

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We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find.
Its easier to be broken Its easier to hide.

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I'm scaredd to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside.

The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life.
Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes.

We're crashing into the unknown.
We're lost in this But it feels like home.

Like being in love, she said, for the first time
Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right.
Whenever I'm alone with you tonight,
Like being in love with you for the first time.

Right now, I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you.

Aimlessly. Going about trying to familiarise, getting used & accepting.

Start, start concentrating I need. Nothing's being absorbed & I'll be pen-ning everything learnt down in less than 15 days. Goodness. Stressed, very much?
Not much of a good feeling no more. Two words, just two okay.

This, itself, is enough.

Supergirl, yknw you're velly impt so please cheer up I think I'd prefer you to hehehe like a bimbo, (: yes love you.
& Gf, your "I give you *hug" is whoohoo, hehe just when I needed that. <3>

Will you stay awake for me?
I'll give you my heart on a string.

I wear scarves & hoods,
Cause they're the only poker face that I got left.
& everything I love about you is a mess.

Look, what you're doing to me. Too afraid to show, too afraid for the world to know.
I'm tired of everything, the emotions you put me through.

I finally built up the strength to walk away
Don't regret it but I still live with the side effects.

I found 10 packets of Pillows for 2.50bucks. I stocked up food just in case my 15min nap in the noon takes effect later on.

Write read notes book paper & pen, hello.


Cause you can't have the best of both worlds, I'll take the pick.

Really had me going.

Is it really shocking to have 67 unread emails?


I'm dreading school already. Well, only the annoying hill especially when the weather's exceptionally hot. & IT.


The way you make my world go round.

Happy 17th Mer! I love you.

I'm. seriously. drained.
yes both mentally & physically.

Whats left of me,

Happy Mother's Day.


Now I'm having a reversed eating disorder.
I want endless dose of ice cream.


zomg, dad & mum are leaving for Vietnam this weekendd. 3 freaking nights, whoo!
Hello people, come over for mahjong yes? (:


Okay gonna start on the unfinished business. haha Unfinished business reminds me of Joy Luck Club.

heeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

She makes my heart itch,
& I'm crazy for this girl.

I finally met Wanru after Idk how long & haha her hair grew. Charmaine came after self training, walked around townn & yes I got my new fragrance, whoo! Went to Dempsey's for B&J then Dome then home.

My phone dropped into the dustbin filled with disgusting water & ugh its deadd now. Thank God I have a spare phone but I feel so empty cause the messages are all in my phonee, zomg.

This is my first time, spending my own chings for Mother's Day.


I don't wantt Monday to come. Yet I want it to.

Don't know what you do to me but,
everytime I'm with you its a natural high.
Its like rediscovering Eden,
with chocolate coated rainbows & cotton candy skies.

She came along & yes its a natural high.
Today,
Back to school for training & I'm home I'm home! I needd a great plan for Saturdayy.


Things are probably just. different. or rather it is.

Lets hold on to each other above everything else,
& start over, start overr.

One thing, one thing. I answeredd a question CORRECTLY in Novey's lecture today! whoo! but the prize was like shit, I didn't even eatt it.

Napfa for training today.

lets all give three cheers to IT lecture & tut tmr, I can just die. but, its okay, I know Novelyn Supergirl Teoh will keep me company with her gossips, hehe.


goodnight.

Stay as close with me, I'll give you all you need.
Promise you won't break, promise you won't stray.

You can say those words,
& rest assure I'm feeling it I'm feeling it for you.

Notes in my drawers, songs in my pockets
Fragments of letters that you sent.
Staring at your photograph, trying to take it down
There's still a stirring in my heart.

Pms annoys me. Sudden badd moods annoys me. I hadd much to say just then, but your mood spoilt mine.

I'm a little lightened up, I'm having coronet bun for breakfastt tmr.
Mum: You're getting bread for your bf is it?
Me: What?!?!?!
(so she called & bf turns out to be "Breakfast") -.-

goodnight.