I'll be just fine, pretending I'm not.


:D I finally got to see Rachel Sng after soooooo long! thanks You, for the surprise. I hope tomorrow would be a better day (:

chinese paper sucked, cause I didn't have time to think! ughhhhh ):

From the heart,
I promise you that I'll be there.


vinee's place for midnight study with 5 of them, & bel (: kinda productive cause I finished 6 chapts for geog. oh well.

or maybe we weren't meant to be,


don't blame me, if the insecurity is unbearable. I tried, i really did, to trust in every word you said, but the mind think otherwise & there goes my promise. I hate to keep things, but not like there's a choice.

I'm sorry, there's nothing more to say.
lets just pretend, pretend all this were just a beautiful dream.



Forever & ever, Babe.

Say the words & I will be there
hold my hand cause I'm scared,
Do you believe the world can be strange
please take away my pain.


I neeed to study ): there's freaking alot of chapters for every subject & I'm wondering why I've chosen this combination from the start. its way too much ): finally got to see Sarah Peh today! she's sick & please get well soon, love!

I'm missing Rachel Sng damn badly now ): she didn't send me to school like she promised! hurr.


DA #2 ):

when I'm missing you,


sports carnival was okay I think? tug of war was funny especially against gf's class, haha. I wanted to burst out in laughter looking at wanru's face :D oh, & the watermelon competition :D came at the right time, after the relay haha. oh well, aching everywhere now & I'm damn lazy to moveee ):

thanks twin for the message last night (:


I'm too tired for anymore quarrels, this will really break me apart. lets put an end to all these.

If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go.


library to study today then home. I think topics on 'family' is making me feel -.

& when we come to the time when
nothing matters anymore,
then will I say I've tried my very best.
You just couldn't see.


you're right about what you said to me,

the surprise wasn't really what you needed.

Beautiful Lie, all time favourite (:

this happened weeks ago -

mer : ehh I'm not SC hor, don't give

me roses.

me : -.- wth mer! can't give belt roses

to friends one ah.

mer : but me & char are MC!

char : oh yeah! haha.

mer : EH CHAR WE CAN PON SCHOOL

TOGETHER & PRODUCE MC! (burst into

laughter herself -.- )

I'm tired :/ bye people!

Knowing that you'd break me
if you ever say goodbye.
So you keep on telling me that
everything will be alright.
& its a Beautiful Lie


dad & bro's reaching S'pore in an hour's time :/ I'm only looking forward to their return cause of the stuffs they are getting me! hope they don't get something I won't like, haha.

the mother's at Phantom of the Opera lah, she's watching without me damn nice please.


Ashley Parker Angel is new found love.

There's an army of lovers dying to meet you,

dying to make your acquaintance.

It could be you or it could be me

so don't let go because I need you so.

Crazy Beautiful.


hmm, since DA girl doesn't like me to blog everything in the centre, I'll leave it as it is (:

stayed back in school & taught ClaraTeo maths -.- okay, I rather suck at science lah, haha. Holland after that with Sophia to meet Sam & Chess. coffee bean for an hour or so, then home ): the bus ride was so long lah.


I miss the 7 of you,
we just can't find a day where we all could go out.
Where's everyone ):

You're the one who set it up,

& you're the one who make it stop.

I guess I've fallen for the wrong girl, again.

this is really the last thing I'll ever need from

someone at this point of time. please tell me
what you really want, maybe I'll compromise?

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

You know i gave you the world,

you had me in the palm of your hand.

Me & You until the end,

But I guess I was wrong.

saturday, left Sam's place at 11 plus then home

to get stuff for race & we were almost late, haha.

over to chess's place then to church together,

SophiaLee was there too! mass lasted for like

3 hours, it didn't feel like it though, haha. godparents

sent me back, anw they are sophia's parents, haha. home

around 12? :/

today, mass in the morning & Happy Easter everyone! :D

gombak stadium for race again, & I Qualified for 200m!

(((: but oh well, I'm scared. rahhhhh. prata with Mabel

after that, haha then home!

sorry claud, couldn't meet you yesterday. promise

I'll go your school soon yeah? haha.

can we make this last? cause I never want to

lose you, Never. but sometimes, I'm just afraid.

I hate to share ):

here in my heart,

there's a picture of us

together forever; unfaded & unbroken.

there's tons of homework today & I'm still not starting on it :/ another round of heats tmr which means no training again & thats bad cause Friday's off then Sat & Sun's the bomb! rahhhhhh.

Hokay, time to start on work lahhh ):

& as the story continues, I hope things could last (:

Sorry, is not something i wish to hear.

I've had enough of sorries,

maybe a change this time round?

Don't go,

cause I'd rather have you around

than to live in regret.

/You're the closest thing to perfect,

but the farthest thing from me.

Top of the World-.


friday, chuyin came over in the evening, changed then town to meet wanru sumay & kelly. walked around for a while, then left for -'s place. & I got lost, hahaha. stayed up till 4am Studying :D

saturday, woke up at 8 plus am then town to meet Charlene & Mabel. I can't really remember what we did but yeah home around 10.

today, mass in the morning then vivo with Sam to meet Sophia & Chess (: supposed to study but watched Freedom Writers instead.


tell me about it, indecisiveness. its just unfair, why not you think about it? lets put all the past behind is that even possible? no for you, yes for me. I'm sorry but I've waited too long, maybe you could come when you think its right.