The sneak previews of my life,
could horrify one.



the "music" room



the crib ? ha..






my dirty little secret :D



the psycho girl.


they say i don't fit here,

Sensory Chaos,


anw, the day with psychic (:


:D













i wish you were here with me, tonight.

october skies & city lights were all a blur,


today was supposed to be all 8 outing, but oh well only 4 of us came. where were the good old times, everybody.



if you wanna know, its been hard on me.
i guess i still love you, the way i do.
goondo sami (:

you can't handle more than one,
death will be the route.


valentine's doesn't feel like valentine's though, haha.. anw, spent the day with sumay kelly novelyn vinee & chuyin came after trng (: oh, & i finally got smth after sooooo many days of shopping, haha. sarahpeh came to join us, cabbed to vivo cause town doesn't have what i want :/ home with sarah after that & thanks for hearing out (:



i miss you, girlfriend ):


maybe i still love you the same.

A weight is lifted,
on this evening I gave a final blow.



I can't explain what you can't explain.
you're finding things that you didn't know
& i look at you with such disdain.
its my fault when you're blind,
its better that i see it through your eyes.



someone should tell you how much i love you
cause i really do.
Wish i could hold you the way i want to,
cause no one, can love you, the way i do.

when you tell me you're in love with her,
don't you know that really caves me in. & i'm not that strong.

but, in my head
three little words, that i never said.

you're my Sexy Love (:

pictures up! haha..


yo sumay :D


pop!!!


wha.. check out vinee












take your sweet sweet time..

it didn't last for a year ):


haven't been blogging lately (: practically everyday's the same with trainings & stuff. guess i've been doing great :D town with jo ytd, church for class before that.. saw maple & her friend so they joined us, haha. mapletan! i'm not emo okay, just rather tired. took neos, its been so long since i last took lah! i don't know what happened but jo disappeared, lingling appeared so met up with csh lam icycow wanru & bel & went chompchomp! the beancurd's really nice though, haha.

met claudia li today. we were supposed to go shopping but apparently i couldn't find anything i like so yeah. off to church & i saw my mum there! haha. back to town to meet gerri & jo wee. saw gf & bel too! :D no worries, i'm doing fine (: left after a while, was talking to sophia & she's such a bitch cause she laughed at meee! >:( whatever lah.. haha.


i need to train harder, i want at least smth this year..


giving you up ain't easy,
but i guess its worth it seeing you smile.