you know that i wont give up.why must you do this to me?you know it!but you just want to deny it.its not the best i can tell you.its just the best mayb for you?but not me..you know this is not wad i want.must you force me to accept this?hah..thats quite evil eh?heh..anw,i just want to say that i will not give up.thats all. take care..


anw,had tuition today..met up with wanru.i cant find the HAPPINESS book!rahhh.tiong popular is seiously lousy.fuck it.oh.we wanted to eat.cos very late for lessons.so didnt.ha.the sci teacher is a fucking asshole please.keep interrupting us.hahaha.went for maths later.maths was fun.cos..we know how to do all the questions!hahahaha..and we werent scolded for being late..hoho.and,thats all la..hahaha..

im a sad girl,living in a sad world..):

im a sad sad girl,in a sad sad world,all on my own..

okay.mayb my prayers are not answered at all..ho..its like.wadeva things we did just keep flowing back on my mind.its just hard to forget la..i mean.i dont want to be your fren.i dont want to be a stranger to you.i dont want to be your enemy.i just want a another.i know you get wad i mean..im sorry.

Oh gentle winds beneath moonlit skies,Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?Below the branches, here about,Do not you sense my fear and doubt?Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,Do not you hear my woeful screams?Upon the meadows, touched with dew,Do not you see my hearts a skew?Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,Do not you feel my jagged scars?Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.It's drifting over the gentle rain,A symbol of my silent pain.It's buried beneath the meadow fair,Conjoined with all the sorrow there.It's lost among the stars this night,Too far to ease my quiet fright.No gentle winds, seek not my heart,For simply ... it has torn apart.

im sorry.i cant be happiness like i used to be..

hmm.okay.God is really great la.he answered my prayers!(:haha.okay.today was a happy day for me.hehheh.ok.skul,nth much happened la.first two periods was stupid chi.was quite energetic.i dont know why.sounds a bit weird la.but ya.heh..wanru and i wanted to go toilet..but we know she wont allow la.haha..yup.den bla bla.need to stand for double art period.didnt bring my art file.flirt partner too..hahaha. mr seow keep picking on me and i dont know wad's his problem la..haha..but im nice and shall not say more.hehheh..

den after skul.stayed back a while with chuyin,olivia and other ppl.den later need to go bugis look for cakes.hahaha!(secret.shhh..)but in the end.didnt manage to find any cake shop.bloody hell.cheat my feelings..den went home..heh..thats all for today la.dont know wad else already.haha.

take care!byebye!(:

hmm.finally blogging?ha.okay.some events going on later.but dont know where to go before the celebrations.haha.should be going out with chuyin?heh.she have mocks.):and anw,im sorry lah.its like you said one week is given.i already said you will see the changes rite.and please make the choice aft one week.haiya.anw.you wont be reading this until the end of today.ha.

and im sorry abt all the troubles caused.you are not to be blamed okay.heh.

anw,gtg now.this entry quite short.hahaha.

wohoo.long time neva update!my blog is super dead!haha.and hello esther!yea.will link you too!wow.your blog add is super long alrights.hahaha.and im leading a happy life.(:4by100m,hmmm.the baton drop during the pass frm second runner to third runner.mayb this time isnt ours.better timing next yr!(:

thanks crystal!((:haha.