Its the hardest thing i could ever do
that is to turn around, walk away
& pretend i don't love you anymore.
You're my sunshine after the rain. (:

i somehow didn't like school today. ):
lessons are boring shit. & tomorrow'll be worse. ugh.
the old mr lau is funny la. he really thinks sophia & i are twins. :D
he went like:" can the twins answer me this question?" hahaha! :D
then we went like:" with twin power, sure can! haha." & we really did okay
actually sophia's the one who answered it la. haha
imagine if we were really twins, its gonna be damnit funny. heh.
went for detention after school.. last day of it.. finally la.
supposed to be carrying mats but they ended up playing in the audi.
haha. roll here & there..
& rachel was being stupid today. ahhaha.

trng was tiring la!
he made us do weights & some i don't know what thing. haha.
during warm down, supposed to do only 10 mins..
when he suddenly came, he made sure all of us jog at a faster pace
& he increased the time la!
he also made sure all our hands weren't at the waist.
gosh, this is the first time ever man. haha.
somehow or rather, i still enjoyed trng. (: haha.

It's the hardest thing.

the black jumper, has so much meaning hidden beneath.
i don't seem to get what i want.
It's not abt i can't always get what i want
but, i don't get what i want at all.
In terms of certain matters..

school today was alright.
just that we didn't get to help out for sports heats
cause of stupid detention la.
rachelanne was being damn funny la. her laughter can kill :/
& did i mention? wanru's mother is a damnit big rocker okay. haha!
took bus to clementi after that.
met up with cherylteo & novelynteoh.
sat at macs for a while then went off..
It seems like so long since i last saw cheryl. haha.
met babymonster later. :D

you ask the question,
but the answer lies in you.
I've loved you all along.

Been getting mosquito bites nowadays.
Is there like a time of the year where there're more mosquitoes around?
haha, stupid question. :D

NovelynAnneTeohNuoLing! :D
yeah, i certainly love today & it did made me happy.
thanks for your HelloPanda (:
i shall get you m&ms. haha.

have been down to the stadium to watch them run for the past two days.
they did well. some made it to finals! :D
i don't want school to start. i can't behave like how i used to anymore
& wanru, can you please go to school! it's not the end yet..
friday was so shit please. & i love my mother :D
she's the biggest rocker i tell you. haha.

sports heats was terrible for me.
i don't know what happened.. but, i didn't run well.
being timer is damn fun. hahaha.
especially if you're timing for sec ones.
they can jolly run & laugh at the same time. damn pro la. haha.

two more to go, before the actual one.
i shall behave myself from now on.
ugh, i hate this! ):

where'd you go?

tai yang? or yang guang?
i don't know! hahaha.

had trng today. it was alright la.
did 200mx4 & 100m curves.
it still hurts to see stupid BMO woman run.
ugh. she's worse than that lah. damn her.
& school's so stressing nowadays!
esp when there're other activities coming up as well.
SA is gonna come real soon.
& that means chuajiaying is leaving the school soon!
then, my motivation will be gone already. ): rawr..

& novelynteohnuoling! you're the pervertic ass lah. don't always blame me. :D
you're just jealous of their asses. ahahaha. :D
don't kill me, i'm just stating the fact. haha.

i hope i can run this sat. (:
ugh, don't think of it anymore.

i miss you, but you don't even care.
i tried hating you But it's equally tough.
you're too far to be seen or felt
i loved you too much.
heartless

even the best fall down sometimes.

school was alright today :D
can't remember what happened la.
just that we stayed back in school for a while to wait for wanru.
she was talking to SOMEBODY. hah.
that SOMEBODY is really some paranoid thing i tell you
everything also wanna care. yucks.
there's sports heats on thurs & sat! ((:
i wanna do well! haha.
since i can't run for sph, i'm using sports day to take over.
haha. what rubbish, i'm just joking.
nothing can take over what i just lost. ):
national juniors? don't know.
& there's trng tomorrow! i hope it'll be good.
as you know, CJ is trng there tomorrow! ATSQ! :D

novelynteoh, can't you just admit you went round taking pics of people's ASSES.
just admit that la. don't push the blame to me.
HAHAHA. gosh.. she's so gonna kill me when she sees this. :D
wanru and sihui are damnit funny people.
you can just laugh your head off when you're with them la. haha.
oh, we met up with kim today. (:
& i realised this post is longer than usual. that's bad. haha.


you & i, collide. (:

monster was here :D

school tomorrow? ):
i hate it lar.. hafta see mrs kong.
She's so not gonna let me run, again
It happened last year for nationals.
How i wish mr sng's still in the school. heh.

I'm still in the damn holiday mood lar.
How to start school like this. haha.
But at least i'll get to see everyone again. :D
Oh ya! supposed to get wati chips lar.. haha.

i wanna run away
far far away from this place
& never ever come back again.

& my heart beats, again.

I HATE YOU! ):

yesterday's trng was okay.
teared seeing them run, again.
while helping c div, thought of how stupid i am
shldn't have played the game!! ):
i really hope i could run for wings
& hopefully i can maintain the speed.
i really wanna run again!! ):

i hate liars la
damn free one right
must go meet up with _____.
waited so long. fuck it.
i hate this.

so far away
i feel you no more.

'feng' by jaychou in my comp is diff frm the one in my mp3
haha, okay. thats super random.
its still the same anw, hahaha.

had trng today.
its the worst trng i'll always remember man
i've never felt so useless during trainings
& cos of today, i no longer look forward to training
moreover talk abt running
its more like, bringing me down. ):
the new 4by100 team-
i hope you'll will do well, yeah.
best wishes man.

Just close one eye
everything will be fine.
Right.

heard stuff abt what happened in town.
dont be affected by what that person say, okay.
she speaks without using her damnit brain
haiya, got nothing to say.

Just found out some stuff with booblyn ytd.
On friendster.
rawr.. i've never felt so shit la.
its really very terrible. Haiya..
He's also not say very handsome
whalao, the more i think of it, the more i feel like killing him
i still cant get over the fact, okay.
rawr.. shall just keep it at some corner of my brain. ):

still no reply. )':

& i dont think that i'll see her again
but we shared a moment that will last forever.

out with wanru, celine.
rachel was there a while.
after that, novelynteoh came.
watched wolfcreek. dont ever watch that la.
such a waste of money
slept for a while during the show
& left halfway through it.
it was superly boring la. damnit.

novelyn's friend went to meet her,
she left us. ): mean ass. haha.

supposed to meet monster
but she was too tired to meet me. ):
but she was being damnit lame la. hahaha.
stupid girl.

i miss you

rawr. this week's been rather shit for me.
got back combined sci's results.
I studied like i don't know what
& i got a freaking 16/35?!
wtf la. what's the point now? don't study?
broke down. ):
just feeling fucking stressed
& i'm just missing eightyseven. )':
the past just came rushing back to me. rawr.

Argh, i don't wanna feel like this anymore!
anw, sunday! (:
Must do well la, cos i wanna be in for it! haha.

The day you slipped away,
I've been fighting to let you go
but, there's nights that never end
i wish i could believe,
that there's a day you'll come back to me
I would do it all again.

You gave me a smile that i'd NEVER forget.
it seems like we're world's apart.
you're life seems so diff from mine, now.
I'm feeling so lost.
i don't know what is happening at your side.
Argh.