It seems like I'm living my life to please another. I'm so tired. I'm so sick of using this word but I can't find another way to put it ):

Swr, please be okayy I know this is prolly the roughest time but be strong yes. You have N & I. I'm sure you can be better (: Love you.

I don't matter so why bother.

I will not call this pms I would say, I've issues with myself.

I wanna be the one you'd turn to regardless what happens to you & be just that one who treats you better than anyone could. Just whats the possibility?

Am so drained from everything. Things got worse for me & am definitely not coping well. Its like work's rather stressing sometimes, school's starting next week, training's good but I need to self train to improve faster, & something else I don't wish to mention here. Oh & one more thing, I don't even have time for my family. I feel so frustratedddd ):

Its been so long since I blogged here. Anywayyy, just got home from lunch with Phin Nov (the rest left earlier) & 3 of SP ladies haha (: Gonna get ready for work noww & am feeling daaamn tired. Plans to take a nap didn't work out. Am so broke for the weeeek my pay's only coming in next month! This is terrible. Kay I love Phin's cologne! It smells so nice Haha.

Tonight tonight (:

Okay time to get ready. Bye dudez.